I found something else I wanted to share with you for those with those unfortunate injuries put upon you that you didn't do to yourself. It's a ginseng cream. I put it on those curved and straight laser, assumably, injuries cut into my back (no signs of entry-just as the gunshot wound to my head-bullet could still be in there, felt bone pieces in my head after wards) and I felt the injuries light up just like a bengay would but no icky smell and more of a relaxed feeling. I could actually get up out of bed without hobbling the next day from being stationary for so long. I also take a very inexpensive ginseng pill and found an extremely cheap chamomile cream that I put, along at times with the ginseng cream, behind my ears and behind my neck, the chamomile at times in my temple points, and both on feet for all day relaxation. Also an acidophilus at the dollar tree helps with digestion for those with many holes and cracks in your skull from beatings. The bad stuff swirling around in these areas goes to your stomach and makes you sick - this helps. I have been using a tea with this and ginger in it as well for those of you who have more money. luv ya
Photo courtesy HSN.com. You can find it at Walmart and other stores as well.
I decided to use a composition which I posted previously, but I fixed it a lot with the gain. It sounds better now. I practiced the lyrics to "You Have the Wrong Girl" and feel I have them lined up beautifully. Now all I have to do is save up to buy the interface and mic. I can find a nice inexpensive one that will work fine. I'm planning in the early spring, late winter to purchase these. I will produce this song next year. I hope this follows along with my theme of sharing my story and my feelings with you that I promised. It's kick ass. We gotta do it right??!! luv ya
Lyrics Again to Song so you can follow along in your own way. Perhaps listen in and see where you'd put the lyrics in the song. Cheat, I start at fifteen seconds in.
Ok, so my Glucosamine Chondroitin MSM Plus double strength, advanced and quick release, has been kicking in. I got it from PipingRock.com for those of you needing it for your injuries - I'm sure there's many. I couldn't even walk hardly a couple of days ago when I had to struggle with the heavy loads of food trying to get it home. I had been taking some extra strength tylenol, generic, and refuse to smell of bengay when someone has done this to me. My mind gets stronger so it feels the ripped nerves, damaged muscles, and the least, the cracked back bone across where my abuser kept separating with a knife - I don't care how he did it, it still has an impact. This quick release pill is the deal. I wouldn't suggest a different one because I need the fast acting so I can keep up my pace.
I'm pretty spry and singing definitely keeps my body rolling like a smooth machine being greased to its originality. Along with the extra greasing of these pills, with singing this is workable. I've been taking extra collagen, fish oil pills, and flax seed oil pills. My insurance covers a lot of these. I want to suggest if you're low on money, the dollar tree will carry a lighter version of a lot of these. For a few dollars a month you can have serious relief and function normally enough in your brain until you find the best option for yourself. I know I can't live without the glucosamine. It helps where my head has been hit so many times after a few days without it I could have seizures. So thanks to my music on my merry way!!
My many greats grandmother's Crest, Grandma Jeanne Rouleau, who married Nicolas Baillargeon, whom I was named after. My mom was very close to Rose Brule, my great grandmother on my dad's side, her mom Jane St. Laurent, her mom, Zoe Baillargeon.
Maybe my great grandfather was called a cult because we had royalty killed in our family in France in the 1500's, Rouleau and Baillargeon, and repeated in marriage, same names, in the New France, in the 1600's.
A club is formed. Ancestors came from out of the woods of St. Zenon, Canada two to three for the formation. Parties were merry in the club. Children non related began to disappear.
Flash forward to Present.
An affair erupts in one of the cult's loving families. Deceit and lies lead to one of their own unborn ending up in a garbage basket for the cult. The baby's blood is celebrated. The repercussions are insurmountable. It's found out that the baby was of blood and murdered by their own. The grandfather finds out his daughter was always his and that his grandchild was the one murdered. He takes the planned hit for his daughter but too early in another crossfire before telling everyone of the triangle of deceit and vengeance committed upon her was a mistake. He falls on steps in dismay. His daughter reaches to his hand by his side in his hospital bed as he fights for his life in a coma. The nurses keep her away planned by the authority friends of the cult. The father screams out inside himself to reach to her. She runs continuously trying to reach to him. It's what is done now that changes to this.
I happened to come upon Virginia's message and the need to relate it:
A Woman Hero to Look Upon
by 'Lori Jean' Finnila
Virginia Woolf feels we have no
tradition to draw on.
the females are basically without a tradition to draw upon,” by Virginia in 1929.
At this moment
it made me want to sweep and make this feeling known, or to have a
feeling opposite to this. I felt quick in my mind at that moment
contrary to this. Though the answers don't come in form, I feel
positive it's there-of course in my state this is ordinary. I just
need to find it.
I feel here:
tradition to draw from
clear, you can't see it
it has to
come from me to clear up any confusion
repertua of healing, perhaps always been there, but from me as well,
it could be.
I think it's
mind. The strongest. Though it doesn't stop physical pain,
ordinarily-though I'm one known to this, it appears to move mountains
in our minds. The strongest objects that seem to be where it places
us with security. I have reiterated this for you, Virginia.
Heather. “Contact Us.” The
Myriad: Westminster's Interactive Academic Journal,
Virginia. A Room of
One's Own. Harcourt,
Inc.: San Diego, 1989.
Check out my Great Grandma Rose Asiala, whom by the way descended to a Champion long jumper, Aarre Asiala in Finland. She married Robert Finnila, my dad's name too, or was, and was originally Fenela. Cool huh. Keep you posted for more.
Those who are beaten with a strong brain will just get right back on there again, get on again little doggy.
Another barrier to break is natural treatment for those who have been beaten that will get right back up on that horse, so to speak. Traditional medicines block us from doing this dragging our perspectives down. I've been inquiring into this as seven years going by and the physical discomforts of mine seeping in as my brain gets stronger to it. Insurance doesn't want to cover it and doctors feel uncomfortable with cannabis, which is a recent method of medical that I've been researching, effective done with care. Why if there's so many victims out there haven't other alternative methods been recognized and practiced and covered?
I've been working on my next releases.
I still have “You Didn't Even Want Our Baby” album in progress.
Please don't think I'm forgetting about that. As a matter of fact,
“How's I Such a Fool” is one of the songs on the album, and one
of my favorites. I ended up picking this one to work on next as well
as the single Under the Moonlight with a Bottle of Wine, which was
inspired by Five for Fighting's “She's My Girl,” because I found
“My Best Country Song” didn't have strong enough lyrics. I really
feel that this is imperative in a song. Even if the music is good, I
think great lyrics are very much needed. The order, the story, and
the way you want the audience to perceive it. I hope you like the
updates. I will be getting a focus rite for my computer. It sounds a
bit poopy now, but I know your used to my style and can appreciate my
work at any stage. Thanks!!! Mwah!!! Love ya!!
P.S. Also, I have a BEAUTIFUL jade
green gown for my red carpet award celebration in April. Wish I could
see you there. It goes great with my eyes and shows my bust nice.
It's a bit long but if I wear slightly uncomfortable heels that have
boot effect and a bigger heel and braids I'll make the PART for “Is
It the Time!!!” Haven't figured out what I'll do with my purse of
casual outfit or dress bag before the celebration. I'm hoping to get
a hotel room to store it all. Not sure what time the show will start
for this. I was going to fly in right before. Maybe I'll bring a
small purse and fly in my gown – buy a cheap pair of pants and
the Moonlight with une Bouteille De Vin” Play
Lori Jean Finnila
MODERN FAIRY TALE IN THE 1800'S
by true events.
have been changed.
once was a half French and half Scottish girl, young and brave.
Coming from a long line of prostitutes from her ancestors, and her
great grandpa and grandma getting married at ages 10 and 11 because
of pregnancy, Linda was chosen as a breed to royalty aside from this,
and to eventually take her from this. She fought hard for herself in
a land unknown to her, in a land not wanting her. But in her land
there were great fights to her people that was moving in on her. She
was the last to their royal blood, well bred and chosen at 15 months
of age, she was separated by her wicked mother and family.
My second song. My second song I found
out of anguish to finish a degree with high honors that I've been
hiding attaining. One that offers me much torture to attain because
of the high marks that have been found out about since my move. I say
my second song because the full expression of my art in lyrics is
seen in “She Finds the Chords Herself” that I gave to Ned Euphorya to compose for me and is the first gift of full expression.
And I had such a hard time forming the words to such magical thoughts
that I had mapped out in my book “The Virtuous Woman.” Now because
I've come pass the process of death, murder actually, of my unborn
child at 17 at 5 months pregnant, thinking of her first and then
writing, I show my gifts more, hopefully in full, I feel now not
always thinking of her subconsciously and never reaching the full
extent of my gifts. I had a hard time letting go of the first song –
but I don't want to die a Van Gogh or other famous artists discovered
after death. So I don't hold my gifts now when I know they've come to
me in full and tell my famous story in my head how it will be, I make
it happen now. This is worth fighting for.
Though some may, and I hate it, when
you write assume a standpoint in it and that they're being longed
for, or something outside of the writing. It stands for my love of
life at those times, sometimes being when I was abused. It's also at
a point of being able to pass by them in my walks and acknowledge
that I'm doing this.
Photo courtesy Banfi Wines.
Photo 78' L to R, Judy Holmes, Karen Millette, and 'Lori Jean' Finnila
Update! I'm sorry. Gold and Arrow gave me the wrong information. So sorry.
So excited to be announcing my hair sponsor - the first sponsor booked. I will be announcing others as they come up. The event isn't until April 19th of next year but I'm working hard to look my best and represents myself and my fans that way as well. I want it to be a princess night to remember. I've been thinking about designers and already contacted my lifelong dream of one - waiting to hear!? I will let you all know more.