Paralyzed By This #newsong #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #alternativelifestyle #podcast

Image by Pietro Annicchiarico from Pixabay 

I wrote this new song from a point of fright after intimacy.

Free draft of song "Paralyzed By This" by Lori Jean Finnila

and free draft of new "A Dream."

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Lyrics to "Paralyzed By This"

Verse

You say we’re close

But I’m scared

Because I’m taken so far

Does not mean 

I’m safely cemented to this

Chorus

I get so serious

Thinking this is love

Am I going too far

Paralyzed by this…...

Verse

Please don’t turn off

By my scary fright

That I feel so soon

Afterwards this night

Chorus

I get so serious

Thinking this is love

Am I going too far

Paralyzed by this…...

Verse

I feel the fear

Creeping up in my face

All I want to hear

Is you’re not like what I imagine 

I try to tell you

I’m fragile

I’m not dealing

On solid ground

I'm frozen in anxiety…..

Chorus

I get so serious

Thinking this is love

Am I going too far

I never felt this before

You controlling my body

One minute I’m there

Next I blackout into you

Chorus

I get so serious

Thinking this is love

Am I going too far

Paralyzed by this

New Lyrics to "A Dream" (I'm still tinkering with this)

Music I Should Do Rather Than What I Want To Do #podcast #alternativelifestyle #singersongwriter #lorijeanfinnila

I think of where my heart is with music and get tangled up all the time.

Free song "I Need You" by Lori Jean Finnila

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A Dream #rewritten #love #importance #happiness #life

I listened to Ed Sheeran tonight on Pandora Live and I learned it's the happy songs people long for and are the hardest to write. I emphasized this more on love and happiness. I've been working on it in a Nina Simone tone. 

Photo Jill Wellington at Pixabay

A Dream Lyrics

Verse

I thought to be a princess

Live in a fine white house

On a hill

Have my own island

Chorus

I thought I had a dream

But I didn't know what one was

Until I had you

When I had already lost one

Verse

The silver and gold sparkle became a blur

Lights, camera, fashion

Became last in my mind

All I could think was love

The most important

Chorus

Verse

The warmth

The touch

The closeness

Is all that I dream of now

Bridge

It's a feeling I want 

Of belonging 

Importance, existence

No dreams

on my mind now

I didn't know what one was

Chorus

I thought I had a dream

But I found I didn't know 

What one was 

until I had you

A dream

Oooo

Oooo

Repeat

Changes In Meanings To Songs #podcast #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #alternativelifestyle

 I found that the meaning to "Flying All Alone" means something very different to me today.

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