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Sunday, April 18, 2021

Song "Dreams in a House" The Women in My Life #singersongwriter #newsong #alternativelifestyle #podcast




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Podcast free at Amazon Audible, iHeartRadio, Pandora, and Spotify.


Draft of song "Dreams in a House"

Lyrics:

Verse

Dreams in a house

People come see

A little girl

That brings ease


Chorus

See me in my house

It has all my dreams

Make it clear

Make it here


Verse

Is time so important

To the essence of existence

We try so hard

To bind our hearts, our minds

They go frail

They go away


She comes and sees me on Sundays

We laugh and talk in all ways

Her disposition is quite clear

She comes here to cheer me on

Come see me in my window

Don’t make me run for my dreams

Or from a house

That has everything for me


Verse

My angels know what I need

It’s clear my desires

I have everything here I need

No more questions

No more answers

Needed from the past


Bridge

Cuz a lifetime is once to be seen

It’s a lifetime to be seen

Make it clear

Make it here

Make it easy for me


Chorus

See me in my house

It has all my dreams

Make it clear

Make it here


Dreams in my house

They’re all here

Dreams in a house

To a little girl

That brings ease


Dreams in a house

Dreams in my house

repeat




Thursday, April 8, 2021

Draft of "This Time" How Far Would You Go? #newsong #unplugged #timelost #podcast #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #alternativelifestyle #survivor

 How far would you go, especially being a survivor, to thrive?



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Podcast at iHeartRadio, Pandora, Spotify, and Audible at Amazon for free as well.

Draft of song "This Time"


Lyrics:

Verse

Always thinking

Always moving

Trying to create

While running away


Chorus

Too much time sometimes

Not enough at times

Not always the special place

Needed to think

To help bring me to create


Verse

Sometimes I have the thought

The idea I need to create

Don't have the warm spot

To think to put it into words

Too much noise, shouting, conflict

To get anything done


Chorus

I'm always shuffling left and right

It seems

Can't seem to find the right direction

right words, even the emotion gets scrambled 


Verse

Why do I have to feel like this

So many times

When the time should be right

When something comes to my mind

Always dark, scary moments come to light before my eyes

Right when I don't need it most


Chorus

I think I've found the moment 

One more time

The perfect place where I lose my mind

Banging on the walls

Imaginating all

Lost in the darkest and lightest

Places at the same time

Creating magic that's mine


I think I've found the place

Needed for this moment

This space, this time 

needed in my life


Too much time 

Always on my mind

Not enough space to recreate


Dooo doo doo


The end.


Watch for "Worried" coming out April 24th, or so on thereafter, as a remastered copy and 
"Simplicity" some time this month as a remaster as well.

Saturday, April 3, 2021

Living In a Pretend World #newsong #unplugged #podcast #alternativelifestyle #singersongwriter #lorijeanfinnila #survivor

I did this song from a stance of standing up to an abuser. I'm sharing my alternative lifestyle focusing on the this theme in this week's podcast.

Draft of Song "Your World"

Podcast  at iHeartRadio, Pandora, and Spotify.



Photo Courtesy Bing Vector Images


Lyrics:

Verse

I'm mysterious

Maybe not

What you're looking for, me

What you think I am

You may be sick

Too much 

of what you believe 

to be too big or 

it's just you

Is that too nice to say

Even coming from me

 

Chorus

your world 

it is just as a part of us 

as you

Your world

Your world

 

Verse

Your distaste in life

Or even your choices

Show vulgar acts

Don't touch me 

one more time

Though if I say

It doesn't matter anyway

You think you are it all

But you are just as small

As your beliefs

 

Chorus

your world it is just 

as a part of us 

as you

Your world

Your world

 

Verse

Come here baby

You lost little lamb

I will coat you with sugar

All over and put you to bed


 Bridge

And when you have bad dreams

You will sink into the walls 

you've made for all of us

So don't fear 

 

Your world

Your World

 

Chorus

your world

it is just 

as a part of us 

as you

Your world

Your world

 

Your world

Your world



 

Saturday, March 27, 2021

Mixed Instr and New Lyrics to Song "One Woman" #newsong #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #progressiverock

 



Photo courtesy UN Women

One Woman

Lyrics:

Verse

I knew one woman 

Her story 

Could be told

From the heart


Another one was

To her son

Though there were two 

They were just as fine as the other


Chorus

One woman 

Was bright and bold

The others would all fall

So faultlessly


Verse

My story was too dark

To be told

Though I was scared

I looked on and listened to others


Chorus

One woman 

Was bright and bold

The others would all fall

So faultlessly


Verse

One had might

You might have seen

One missed her plight 

but perfection to whom she was

was her grandacious  deed


Bridge

The other would trip and fall

And although not her fault

She would have been this way

Anyway.    


 Chorus

One woman 

Was bright and bold

The others would all fall

So faultlessly


Verse

Please listen to me

Try to feed the homeless

And those in need

I'm on a journey

Maybe obnoxiously

But you stayed by my side

For all of it


Chorus

One woman 

Was bright and bold

The others would all fall

So faultlessly


We are one woman

You'll always be to me

One day, one dream 

in my life that will last forever


One woman

As sweet as can be 

you are virtually life forever 


One dream


Life forever


Repeat


Friday, March 26, 2021

Monday, March 22, 2021

Top 5 "My Man" #youngermanolderwoman #lorijeanfinnila #Australia #radio

 I got #top5 on @sweet_sunday_sounds this week for my song "My Man" coming out April 9th on most streaming platforms. #youngermanolderwoman #lorijeanfiniila #radio #music #australia 


Saturday, March 6, 2021

Don't Breathe: I Want to Control You #lovesong #lorijeanfinnila #femalerockartist

 Don't Breathe: I Want To Control You


Verse

I know you like me

But at the same time

I know you're terrified


Don't let me fright you

Just cuz I wanna know

Don't be afraid if I bite you

I know you're going to love it


Don't move away from me

Just sit tight where I'll be

I'll move into you

Where you won't survive


Chorus

Don't breathe

I won't let you breath

Not one minute 

Not one more moment 


Don't breathe 

when I'm around

I want to be free

When you're terrified

I want you

I want to control you

I wanna control your love tonight


Verse

Don't seem like you're not hear

I can see you're eyes

See right through me

I know that you want me

You can't tell me any more 


Chorus

Don't breathe

I wont let you breath

Not one minute 

Not one more moment


Don't breathe 

when I'm around

I want to be free

When you're terrified

I want you

I want to control you

I wanna control your love tonight


Verse

And when its over

You'll want to die

in my arms

You'll never want to leave

Your strength loss

will make it worse


Chorus

Don't breathe

I wont let you breath

Not one minute 

Not one more moment


Don't breathe 

when I'm around

I want to be free

When you're terrified

I want you

I want to control you

I wanna control your love tonight


Verse

You'll sometimes

Wish you never met me

But the misery

Will be worth it


Chorus

Don't breathe

I wont let you breath

Not one minute 

Not one more moment


Don't breathe 

when I'm around

I want to be free

When you're terrified

I want you

I want to control you

I wanna control your love tonight




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Friday, February 19, 2021

Begging For Your Mind

 Begging For Your Mind


Verse

If there's not a storyline 

or a man wanting to be

in our minds 

we can't get into sex.  


A woman thinks 

about every move 

she'll make 

to a man seeing this

How much I want you to know

My arms trestled over my pillow

My serene face

Begging your mind

For what leads up to this


Chorus

A woman wants your mind 

Knowing he'll be there when 

Explore my love

Celebrate it

Convey it to me right here

Right now


Verse

Before my face

Where I'm in the place

For your move, your moves

Into me as I beg you to see

I'm waiting for you


My arms trestled over my pillow

For a song 

Leading to this

Begging for your mind


Chorus


Verse

I'm right here begging for your mind

Reasons that the song leads up to this


I'm begging for your mind

For what leads up to this

Explore love

Celebrate with me


Chorus

A woman wants your mind 

Knowing he'll be there when 

Explore my love

Celebrate it

Convey it to me right here

Right now


Bring your mind to mind to me


Ooooo


Begging for your mind


Ooooo


I'm begging for your mind.


Reasons for the songs that lead up to this.....


Oooo 

Begging for your mind


Oooooo


Begging for your mind..


Ooooooooo .....


Wednesday, February 17, 2021

Pleading For Help

 I had felt lonely and desperate to connect physical and emotional abuse to autoimmune diseases. A group I joined, with a doctor in charge, I had been sharing my personal story feeling the connection. I have seen the threads open up since then with the many beautifully shared stories from women to the same connection solidifying my thoughts bringing comfort sealing the statistics. I remember pleading for help when I could feel what the poisons had done to me with a reply 'Why do you want to do something with this' feeling devastation. #autoimmunedisease #abuse #lorijeanfinnila 

I'll Stand Strong, I Need You, and My Odyssey #song #releases #lorijeanfinnila #love #stand #home


I have three songs under my radio friendly tracks going out Feb. 26th at Spotify, Deezer, Apple, Tidal, Pandora, iHeart Radio, and more that you're free to download and listen to and share." I'll Stand Strong" is rough but it's too important to leave out.










 

Saturday, January 30, 2021

God is Love EP #lorijeanfinnila #godsplan #ep

 

I'm trying to keep myself busy with all the current affairs going on now. To do my "God is Love" EP I feel I'll be giving myself truthfully at my highest to the world. 


EP

Surviving Angel

Till Then

War is Over

God Has All the Power

Glass Coated Gold


I'm hoping my recording equipment holds up. 


God bless! #lorijeanfinnila #godislove #ep #godsplan





Friday, January 29, 2021

Thursday, January 28, 2021

God Brings This Moment of Love #newsong #lyrics #lorijeanfinnila

 





Photo by Shiny Diamond from Pexels


God Has All the Power


He keeps my mind going

Where I could never go otherwise

Though God is the strongest

His love, dedication, devotion, caressing


His love brings youth to my every thought, move, emotion

Keeping me young

As I see the light, life fills my face


Chorus

God has all the power

To bring me to this moment

All I have to do is wish and dream

And you are there


Verse

Life has new meaning

I wish and hope

And dream like a child

Like never before

Like my dreams are coming true


Bridge

How did I get so lucky

To see such beauty

Before my eyes

Like God

Standing right before me 


Chorus


Verse

Now all there is I have to do

Is lay down

And think of you

And you are right here


Chorus


Saturday, January 23, 2021

"Till Then" #videoclip #newsong #lorijeanfinnila #rape

 The vocals aren't professionally lined up with the lyrics for my head injury yet. You can hear the slower moves to this in some where the cracks in my head get in the way. I'll have it professionally done and polished when it's finished.



Draft of "Till Then" by Lori Jean Finnila


Video of the Story Line to the Song




Photo by Zack Jarosz from Pexels

Thursday, January 21, 2021

"Glass Coated Gold" #newsong #videoclip #lyrics #lorijeanfinnila #nostalgia

Also another indie top charts song with Spain.




Full lyrics:

Glass Coated Gold

So bored with disgust

Can't compare my lethargy

With words that come out of my mouth

Please forgive me for speaking

my boredom is beyond tears

Too many places

None have compared

 

Chorus

All I know 

are the glass coated gold

The freedom to run

Play limitlessly

The direction always pointing to me

 

Verse

A desire to behold

A monument,

That fine white house 

on the hill to be mine

 

Chorus


Verse

Which all led to 

chancy foot skating

On a flowing river 

where ducks drown

I could see to the bottom

As I hear the ice crack

As I was gently lifted to my state 

where I should be

 

Bridge

Boredom, I need more fun

To the farthest place 

I can run, A queen to be

A show of me 

in a play for everyone to see

 

Chorus


Verse

The tears for me

As I thin to fear

Dismay once again

Will I survive

 

Chorus


 

Tuesday, January 12, 2021

"Till Then" #explicit #rape #song #lorijeanfinnila

 Lyrics:

Till Then 

Verse 

I faint when I think 

Of the time lost 

The time of the past 

As you undressed me after I was drugged 

Chorus

 I know one day we will talk 

I'll walk so high and proud that day 

And I'll wait to be rectified till then 

Verse 

I said no 

You said you needed it 

I couldn't fight 

I couldn't get away from you thereafter 

Chorus 

I know one day we will talk 

I'll walk so high and proud that day 

And I'll wait to be rectified till then 

Verse 

It all started with a simple plan 

Take me down in a hospital 

Separate me from my family and friends 

Make me look crazy 

Bridge

Tried to tell others 

But no one would believe 

The catastrophic story was too wild 

Coming from me 

But this smart, bright girl wouldn't dull 

So you took me down more 

 Followed me for many years 

Brought fright and physical pain 

In my shoes I'll walk like an adult 

See myself stand tall before God 

Who knows it all 

ooooooo

Chorus 

I know one day we will talk 

I'll walk so high and proud that day 

And I'll wait to be rectified till then 

Till then 

ooooo

In my shoes I'll walk like an adult 

See myself stand tall before God 

Who knows it all till then 

ooooooo

Till then

Till then

Till then


Instr. Thanks to @Minor2Go Music



The famous sculpture of the rape of Sabine by Giambologna started in the 16th Century.

Photo by Jade Ignacio from Pexels

 

Monday, January 11, 2021

First Top Charts Song Officially Out Tomorrow Remastered

 Out officially tomorrow the remastered copy of my first #topcharts #song with @ValleyFM895 #australia #lorijeanfinnila @radioindiealliance @Tidal

tidal.com/browse/track/166622640

Spotify





Draft of Song "Surviving Angel" #newsong #video #musician #lorijeanfinnila #angel #survivor

 


Please excuse the audio friction in this draft.

Lyrics


Verse

How can I take in 

Such things 

that don't seem real

What am I to learn from this

Or grow as it feels


How can you grow 

from something so awful

How can you feel

proud being one

of the ones left standing


Chorus

Am I the strength 

or have I always been 

to walk down this surreal path 

as the surviving Angel


Verse

Please tell me

Everything will be okay

I've been strong

Not to break down 

or cried to all the pain

Around me

It's so unreal


Chorus

Am I the strength 

or have I always been 

to walk down this surreal path 

as the surviving Angel


Verse

Please take me

Where I'm supposed to be

No one should have to 

survive and feel this pain 

Home

Home

The surviving Angel


Bridge

Please tell me where to walk

where to go

what am I to do

Who should I serve

Under God

The surviving angel

 

It's so unreal 

 outside of it 

and maybe in the home

Come make it real

Come make it right

So I can know

I'm on the right path

my journey

 

Am I the path

That God has led

To walk down

Through hell

For all

The surviving angel

repeat twice