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Thursday, September 28, 2017

Poem and Hurts So Bad Outside song #lorijean #ep #music #youdidn'tevenwantourbaby


I'm learning and being able to close the chapter of many beatings to  my body starting the summer of 2010-2011. The emotional and physical pain instead of it killing me I felt to share in an ep. I hope it helps others. Here is the last song to show you.

Hurts So Bad Outside at Soundcloud as well.

Also, I had one more verse of words to share that I won't put into a song but feel the need to express my injuries in full.

Poem “Cracked Back”
by Lori Jean

I used to walk straight
even had a straight jaw
now I walk huddled over
with my cracked back
the knock on the right side
added to it and pushed it along

I pull across the floor
crouching over like never before
I pull my eyes up
another day I push along

Can't take enough pills
to get rid of the pain
You severed all the nerves
about 3 feet long
all along the side
I wanted to play guitar on

It all sounds like green eggs and ham now
that I can now only dream upon
of singing and playing in my head
because the nerves in my hands
throb and remind me of what will lay ahead

can't take enough pills
to hide me from this pain
my glucos kicking in
but not enough
collagen keeps it from being rough
andrew lessman's makes it weary enough

now all I have to rely on
is myself
getting me out of the rut
that I fell so far into
I'll stretch these darn scars
till there's nothin' left

I won't complain again
or cry for sorrow
I'm only asking for less pain tomorrow

they started out on me when I was so young
that's how others got encouraged to go along
I know I'm not the only one
others get pushed around like me

I'm so sure

The end.


Wednesday, September 27, 2017

You Didn't Even Want Our Baby #lorijean #ep Full Song

Here's a rough, rough draft of the full song. I hope you like it and there are more alive babies in the world because of it. Bless you all, my true story. You Didn't Even Want Our Baby download link

Tuesday, September 26, 2017

Songs Submitted for IMA Awards #there'sawaythrough #teenatcrossroadsofamericaandbeyond #isitthetime #lorijean #imaawards

Here are the songs submitted and the page at the Independent Music Awards. I really appreciate your love. Don't forget the kids at my Teens at Crossroads of American and Beyond youth work song project that are out there selling this song and let to keep the money.

IMA's #radioairplay My Dirty Draws #8tracks #lorijean

Please support me at the IMA's, Independent Music Awards this year for my song, Is It the Time by Lori Jean, me. I would love that. Love and kisses!! Mwah!!

Check out my song, My Dirty Draws, at 8Tracks now. It just got approved and should be up soon. Hope you enjoy it!

Touch Me Please full song #update #youdidn'tevenwantourbaby #lorijean

Touch Me Please

This is the latest rough draft of the song so far. It's coming along nice. I don't have any fancy equipment I've been using with it, but I'm pleased with the progress. I'm thinking of doing a New Year's surprise with it for you guys - surprise meaning how I come out with it. Touch base soon!

                                           Photo courtesy Shutterstock.

Friday, September 22, 2017

#newsong #funny #lorijean #ex 'All Our Exes"

It's funny how they don't notice what they do. Check out this funny song I wrote. I'm working on the music.

How's I Such a Fool

That first night in the field
Under the moonlight with Riunite
Van Morrison was playing our song
My buttocks slid gently on your rooftop

I was only 16
But the restaurant dinners were catered to me
I had to finish all my veggies
The races crashed my ears
as we walked hand in hand.

How's I such a fool
when you crashed me to the ground
with the words I love you
still in my head
While I was being thrown

When your bike crashed
it was a horse on our first date
the bike man at the store
saw me panting as you
pushed me to get on for more


Second time around
it came from a car
Though I took the spin
with my neck
you the money for whiplash

You fell on your knees to me
as I was put upon a thrown
to all beings
the ring you gave me
shined through the entire night

doo doo da doo da doo doo da doo da


doo doo da doo da doo doo da doo da


Photo courtesy TumbleRoot.


Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Country Music Award for Lori Jean #lorijean #award "Is It the Time"

Top Country Artist

Please remember my kids at #teensatcrossroads that sell this digital copy.

For People in Mexico #donation #charity #hurricanrelief

Super Lady album by Lori Jean

Please feel free to sell the album and keep the money. Blessings.


At Shazam

Clip of "Touch Me Please" #lorijean #newep "You Didn't Even Want Our Baby" EP #country

An Update on all the lyrics in the Album to come "You Didn't Even Want Our Baby" by Lori Jean. I've picked out some cool compositions to start with all of them and this has helped me create a beat with each song finalizing the lyrics  more. I hope you like the changes so far. I'm think I'm pretty tight with what I have now lyrically. Blessings.

Touch Me Please

I hail my hands to myself
I'm walkin' one way
a woman with my own mind

I didn't see it comin'
I didn't run fast
I didn't move
I touch my head now
I touch my head

Lookin' back
to the reasons why
I was smart
I was shy

I now see double
I'm a woman
all twisted up inside

without touch my head

I only feel the cold now
laying in bed
It's like an echo
in the back of my head

Touch me, touch me please
It's time to hold my head up high


without touch my head

Touch me please
Touch me please

Touch me please

Hurts So Bad Outside

Did I luck out
to Make it through tragedy
I Play Jesus with my fools
I just get by now

I turned around
and you knocked me out
thought 911
was the worst for me to worry about

You call me clueless
my memory's gone
give me another reason
to refresh my mind

It Hurts so bad
It hurts so bad outside
Hurts so bad outside

I hear the crash again
I'm suspendin' in mid air
one more time
It's happenin' again.......

It hurts so bad outside
hurts so bad outside
It hurts so bad
It hurts so bad outside

It's happenin' again

through it all
I found my needs
in this war....

It's funny how you start out
with everyone else
and end up alone.

It hurts so bad outside
thought 911 was the worst for me to worry about
It hurts so bad outside
It's happenin' again
It's happenin' again for me

Title Track Song: You Didn't Even Want Our Baby

You've finally found your wet dreams
when you think of me

You didn't even want our baby
when we'd talk about the baby's hair
what he or she would wear
where we'd live in the end

you finally found a way to please a woman
to live without me
call me on the phone
remembering our song
that we never had

you beg me to be a teddy bear
through your nights of despair
your cracked casserole dish
didn't matter in the end
after you wanted out after our honeymoon


Baby, I'm still bereavin.'.

Hi Everyone!

I want you to know I've been working hard on my new EP. I didn't think I could do it on my computer but I am using Audacity. It's actually working great. And due to the wonder free country loops I've been getting sounding as beautiful as ever. I have a clip of one of my favorites on the album to come, "Touch Me Please." Singing it today brought goosebumps to me and my heart and soul could so easily get into the song.

Love you guys! Go ahead and download the clip and share it. I will be working hard on the other three songs with compositions for them. I'm also rerecording "I Put on My Gloves" a bit of a shorter version giving it more of a punch. I hope you like it when this is done as well. I feel it fits the album to come. It's all country because "Is It the Time" by me appears to be doing well.

Touch Me Please by Lori Jean