Hello,
I'm learning and being able to close the chapter of many beatings to my body starting the summer of 2010-2011. The emotional and physical pain instead of it killing me I felt to share in an ep. I hope it helps others. Here is the last song to show you.
Hurts So Bad Outside at Soundcloud as well.
Also, I had one more verse of words to share that I won't put into a song but feel the need to express my injuries in full.
I'm learning and being able to close the chapter of many beatings to my body starting the summer of 2010-2011. The emotional and physical pain instead of it killing me I felt to share in an ep. I hope it helps others. Here is the last song to show you.
Hurts So Bad Outside at Soundcloud as well.
Also, I had one more verse of words to share that I won't put into a song but feel the need to express my injuries in full.
Poem “Cracked Back”
by Lori Jean
I used to walk straight
even had a straight jaw
now I walk huddled over
with my cracked back
the knock on the right side
added to it and pushed it
along
I pull across the floor
crouching over like never
before
I pull my eyes up
another day I push along
Can't take enough pills
to get rid of the pain
You severed all the nerves
about 3 feet long
all along the side
I wanted to play guitar on
It all sounds like green
eggs and ham now
that I can now only dream
upon
of singing and playing in my
head
because the nerves in my
hands
throb and remind me of what
will lay ahead
can't take enough pills
to hide me from this pain
my glucos kicking in
but not enough
collagen keeps it from being
rough
andrew lessman's makes it
weary enough
now all I have to rely on
is myself
getting me out of the rut
that I fell so far into
I'll stretch these darn
scars
till there's nothin' left
I won't complain again
or cry for sorrow
I'm only asking for less
pain tomorrow
they started out on me when
I was so young
that's how others got
encouraged to go along
I know I'm not the only one
others get pushed around
like me
I'm so sure
The end.
Mwah!!!!
