Singer and Songwriter

  Photo by Lori Jean Finnila  Verse My eyes puff and have dark marks One a bit more obvious The other has a lid that hangs From the horrible undiscussable blow But it’s the one too anyway that has a scar already From another abuse when I was thrown Into the cupboard corner of my garage Doctor had to sew me up with his eyes looking down Thank God you can’t see that one too much now Chorus Please don’t mind me From my brain injury It’s really not that bad Not compared to what’s on my body now like a road map Verse I have lumps  That look like humps On the insides of my legs That were pulled on when a family member Came out to see me my elbows on my arms Lost their muscle - all I see is bone Chorus Verse I tried to send faxes to the governor  Of my black and blue arms When I could separate the timing from the abuse When there was a standstill  Never heard anything back But thought to put the word out anyway So I can change it for the rest I’m still here  I can make change As long as I can

  Image by  Kaushik Chug  from  Pixabay Verse Your head lays on the bed Your beautiful eyes  shine in the light Your face, your look serene Coming at me Chorus You’re the morning My light My sunshine There’s no more beauty than this You in front of me in my view Verse You never have to move Everything you are right now I can mold you into a statue in my mind  and see it everyday And be perfectly happy Chorus Verse If you ever move I’d be lost How will I get through my day How will I get through my life If you moved out of my view Bridge I know at some point you have to But I will hold the outline of your contour in my mind For my day the rest of my life In my heart forever And wait for this moment again Chorus

  Photo by Александр at Pexels.com. My nose gruffles The air is thick I’m feeling dizzy I’m coughing Thinking I’m losing my mind I’m remembering things years ago Like they’re yesterday not sure of their proper time frame It dawns-my hit on the head-but it can’t be  because it doesn’t seem practical Aaah I’m thinking clear now it was the mold in the apartment  I hear it takes your brain Oh I have to fix this I will Just a crack in the window I’m feeling better I’m thinking clearer I’m still getting flashes in my life I can’t line up the  times to  Oh that’s right I was hit on the head.

Image by  Brigitte Werner  from  Pixabay   (this is what I feel)  I got inspired by this watching indoor bungee type of exercise, can’t find it again now to give you the name. I want so bad to do this. I’m always challenged now minorly hurting myself trying so many new forms of sport (punching bag, hand stand yoga trapeze, sometimes yoga backbends, uh, etc…… Whoops I broke a bone again Can’t use my arms Can’t use my hands My legs hurt But I’m gonna get back on that ride I know I can do it again It just hurts for a short while I know I can heal to do it one more time I get apprehensive too But I want to keep my body going Don’t want to sag Don’t want to scare myself in the mirror Want to think long Longer than I do now  Why do I think I can do all these things And not hurt myself enough Not to be able to get back up again  I’m just a crazy girl A crazy little girl She sees her sexy reflection  No matter what the truth is She’s  just a crazy girl Who loves herself too much to face the wo

  Image by  Tú Anh  from  Pixabay The beautiful skin Demeanor with wit A smile with energy, gold Is that too much to ask A man on his knee just for me My shiny hair only for his hands My eyes only to glow for him Am I too old for this Please lead  me a path to my man A carpet to my heart Permission for me to love.