Canada #TopCharts Radio #2 Christmas Song "You This Christmas" #lorijeanfinnila #merry #girl #mpgradio #French #royalty

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Lyrics and Updated Composition to #song Am I Awake #domesticabuse #lorijeanfinnila #lyrics #composition #progressiverock #download

Here is a download and the lyrics to a song I'm working on.

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Am I Awake

Verse

I know you really want me

or control me

I know I could be sad

and give up on life

Bridge

But I feel that it would be

better to just put it away

and get lost to the music

I only know when I feel this way

I know I'll be alright

Chorus

Am I really here

Am I awake

I take one step away and

I don't feel the pain

I'm here but I'm outside of this situation

I'm in shock again

Am I awake

or am I dreaming

Verse

I feel it would be better

to let the past go right now

I can see into the future

and make beauty of a bad situation

Chorus

Am I really here

Am I awake

I take one step away and

I don't feel the pain

I'm here but I'm outside of this situation

I'm in shock again

Am I awake

or am I dreaming

Verse

We fight to keep it quiet

but why do we have to do this

blood bursts until it spills over

my quiet screams to no one

Am I really here?

2x repeat 

Chorus

Am I really here

Am I awake

I take one step away and

I don't feel the pain

Am I really here?

I take one step away and I don't feel the pain

Am I Awake

Vanity and the Heart #lyrics #lorijeanfinnila #lyricist #singersongwriter

Vanity and the Heart

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Lyrics:

Verse

I live from the fears of that summer

that pounds heavily on my mind and body

still, the little girl tumbles

Chorus

Does my vanity

interfere with my heart

Will it stand in my way

of what I really want

Verse

The cold scares me

the loneliness makes me peril

to my steps

my mind doubts its choices

Chorus

Verse

I slowly peek out from myself

I want to join in

I'm afraid I'll be banished

forever from my inner self

alone forever...

Once again I question my comfort

and what makes me feel assured

Chorus

Verse

Why do I have to doubt myself

so many times

why is vanity so bad

What makes me different to anyone else

for the way I feel to this

 

Lyrics to #newsong "You This Christmas" #lorijeanfinnila #holidays #music

 

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I thought to share the lyrics to my new Christmas song "You This Christmas" by Lori Jean Finnila. I wrote it in a day.

Lyrics:

You This Christmas

Verse

I have the cake

I have the drinks

I have my skinny blue jeans for you

All I don't have is you

Chorus

Bring me my gifts

This Christmas

All I don't have is you....

I'm feeling blue

You can hear it too

Verse

I have the gifts

I have the aura around me

God's blessed me for my sins

Bridge

I have the ham expeditiously done

my eyes done the way you adore

Your tie hanging off my neck

and nothing more....

Chorus

Bring me my gifts

This Christmas

All I don't have is you....

I'm feeling blue

You can hear it too

This Christmas

All I don't have is you

Verse

My eyes fill with tears

I wait for your car to pull in

I feel the frost on my fingertips

as I hang on the window sill

Chorus

Bring me my gifts

This Christmas

All I don't have is you.... this Christmas

All I don't have is you.... this Christmas

All I don't have is you.... this Christmas

If you haven't caught it yet it's in rotation at MPG Radio in their Holiday Stream.