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Lori Jean Finnila

First full sentence mom plz play me a record. Abuse to her head as toddler and adult music was bound to her. #giftspot http://facebook.com/lorijeanfinnila and https://www.iheart.com/podcast/269-lori-jean-finnila-49575180/?cmp=web_share

"I Need You" Playlist by Lori Jean Finnila

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Thursday, January 24, 2019

Women Join Hands Rejoicing in Jean's Video

Women  Join  Hands  Rejoicing  Tears  All  Over the  World

Lori  Jean shows  a  differential  approach in comaraderie  to  women. Perhaps  one  so bold and  forbidden in  theme,  tears  can  be  a  place  of joy  taking  those  next  steps  in changes  in life.  Beautiful  and  bold “Let  the  Tears  Flow”  song video  being  worked on as  a  release  by Jean finds  a  new  life  with joy  as  we  turn our steps  towards  the  changes  that  happen  to us  with each  new day  turning our tears  with them.  Women from  all  over  the  world join hands  in every  culture  as  we dance  together in  step! Turning  our tears  to  steps  shows  change  in  movement  with women  holding hands  from  all  over  the world. Camaraderie  in  “The  Virtuous  Woman”  with  a  woman taking control  of her secretions  brings  strength back  that  has  been taken  from  women's  bodies.  Yes  we've  had pain,  but  that  new  day  is  our day  and  a day  of joy  because  it's  our steps  that  we  are  taking.  As  we  turn  and hold hands  and take  these  steps together the  warmth  of love  spreads  throughout  the  world.  We  are  in charge.  These  are  our bodies. Whether our loves  have  died,  left  us, passed on or raped  us.  This  is  our journey  and only  our precious journey  to hold  and walk and share  in  connection to  and with others  bringing beautiful  harmonies  and strength  together. It  can be  beautiful.

Tuesday, January 22, 2019

Muscle Hanging From Backbone #badmoment #abuse #lorijean #rock

I could have ended up in a wheelchair today and could lose all my benefits if this government shutdown effects it. Not only have I not asked to be abused and maimed - starting out with foul play in a hospital in 1990, and have tried many times to get a job being honest about my dad injuries, but the muscle hanging on my back that's separated from my backbone was pulling on me like a rubber band today trying to carry my load of groceries in a cart that has to be maneuver over train tracks in the city roads. I came home feeling helpless to cry - and that's not me.

I ask myself quite a few times lately, with all the so clear to me evidence of a sick man following me, or had been - with his track record and my reports of him, to CPS as of lately and very public in the media, why if I made that clear blue call he wouldn't be picked up. And once again I get the same answer - they wouldn't believe me.

Saturday, January 19, 2019

Valentine's Day Gift #gift #song #rock #lorijean

Working on a Valentine's Day song called Valentine. Enjoy while I'm working on it. I'll have it for you that day. Luv ya!!

Valentine

You're killing me
you wander from me
too many times
you're killing me

someone I've know so dear
for so long

You take me to that place
where I've been asleep
for too long

you're killing me
that special place inside of me
where I won't share

Take me to that place
where I've been asleep
I'm dreaming for this to last

I'm amid with thought
about you
why do I breathe so hard


which way are you going to take me
which way do we
or are we going to go


you're killing me
you're killing me

that special place inside of me
where I won't share


you're killing me..
repeat..... …..

my valentine.....
my valentine.....

Wednesday, January 16, 2019

In the Studio #lorijean #rock #music

 Have fun with these as well! Luv ya!

70's clothes line I want to have!!!




So Damned (mello)
So Damned


Verse
Why try so hard
when the edges can't be smoothed
I'm walking over an edge
but falling no where

so damned

Chorus
so damned at times
in the morning
many times everyday
maybe forever

Verse
smiling is it enough
cherishing those around me
talking to god
wanting to be good

Chorus
so damned at times
in the morning
many times everyday
maybe forever

Verse
pulling on my vibes
changing my walk
to adhere to the atmosphere
that lays placed in each step I take

maybe at this moment
it seems forever
though I can't see any way out

Chorus
so damned at times
in the morning
many times everyday
maybe forever


Let the Tears Flow

 
Let the tears flow

verse
my head pounds
with the lights and sounds
confusion at the top of my head

chorus
let the tears flow
to my new world
the one I open my eyes to
everyday

verse
I forget the ring of happiness
the one that grandma and grandpa had
the one that was made for me

chorus
let the tears flow
to my new world
the one I open my eyes to
everyday

verse
the smell of old formaldehyde
fades memories before my eyes
I grip to let go of the hold
say goodbye to my treasures

chorus
let the tears flow
to my new world
the one I open my eyes to
everyday

verse
the world was made
for one more place
for me

Let happiness show

chorus
let the tears flow

to my new world
the one I open my eyes to

everyday...



Show Me Your Heart


verse
where do you want to go
with me tonight
which way do you want me to show you
where you want to be

chorus
If you show me your heart
I'll know where to start
Show me your heart

verse
It only takes two
to close those doors
on hopelessness
I know you'll find
you'll like my ways
and how I address

chorus
If you show me your heart
I'll know where to start
Show me your heart


verse
I know basically
I'm like a fart
so distant from everything
you wanna see
you've seen it all before


chorus
show me your heart
I'll know where to start
Show me your heart
5x repeat






Thursday, January 10, 2019

Two #demos We All Fail Sometimes #Aldo #domesticviolence #song #lorijean

I have two demos. I kind of like the second one more. I don't want to lose the lyrics in the song - this is important, yet I want all to enjoy and for those who feel to hear it as music. Still working on it. Have fun listening along.

First One

Second One

Me after coming back from being sent to Portland away from my child because there was no room in DV shelters in Eugene, OR. I had left my home and was at a hotel with my son at this point, very broke and lost everything - with no support other than emotional from an organization and medically which I'm very grateful to.


Much love!

Monday, January 7, 2019

A Bit Corky #sogroovy IN STUDIO #lorjean #ronaldo #inspiration

It's a bit corky but soooo pleased my studio is done and practicing So Groovy by me, Lori Jean.
Thanks Ronaldo for your inspiration of your life to inspire other kids to the arts and sports!! Wish I could show you some of the video. #mtv submit australia new music