A Woman Author and Writer

Though I felt close to God when being beaten close to death during abuse from my stalker I prayed for him to let me remain. Please feel free to download the song as well as the others under the "Am I Awake" album leaving it as .0 cents. Close to God by Lori Jean Finnila Brings back memories of me plucking on my pink plastic piano as a toddler the piano sounding like bells, fairies.... Image by pixel1 at Pixabay. Close to God lyrics Verse I'm up one more day The sun is shining though I don't feel as connected as others do I'm still so grateful Bridge I feel I have much to do I feel his message I  fight to put into words the meaning of my existence Chorus I feel so close to God But I don't want to reach him too soon Please tell him to love me And let me remain Verse Another Sunday I can't make it to church though I connect with those that perish on a daily basis Chorus I feel so close to God But I don't want to reach him too soon Please tell him to love

My Odyssey You take everything, from me my food, a place to sit As I sit closed in the window I hold tight to my odyssey to my wars until I return home return home My choices are limited I hold my breath before I speak, move, or make a decision How is this lucky? (I know we've all felt this before.) #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #freemusic #COVID19 #relief " My Odyssey " by Lori Jean Finnila Image by Pexels from Pixabay.

I finally found a universal song in all the mess in my mind. It's certainly not that it came from mess, but, alas, I was able to convert it for everyone universally. Make it into what you want in your mind. Much love. Lori Jean Finnila Flying (free music) Still not in the studio, so bear with me. This came out pretty good too though. Photo by Comfreak at Pixabay.

I wrote this album from pain but in a universal way. I just added the final for now of "Am I Awake" making the album name this track. I hope you enjoy it. Am I Awake

I thought to pick this song up and publish it after listening to a song by Ed Sheeran where I could connect with my lyrics, yet subside its actual content where it can be universal. I'm glad I did and another learning step toward my music. Am I Awake Verse I know you want me or control me I just want to put it away and get lost in the music.... Chorus Am I here Am I awake I take one step away and I don't feel the pain Verse I feel it would be better to let go of the past and make beauty of a bad situation Chorus Am I here Am I awake I take one step away and I don't feel the pain Am I really here I'm in shock again Am I awake Or am I dreaming Verse We fight to keep it quiet but why do we have to do this blood bursts till it spills over quiet screams to no one Chorus Album Cover Photo by Gerd Altmann at Pixabay.