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I was at a place this week that I could surrender to my life's loss and feel justified, yet when I started comfortably setting into it, it didn't feel right. Not only did I not want to be in that place, but I couldn't stop thinking about the ones still out there in the cold suffering physically.  Image by  Michele De Vivo  from  Pixabay   Free Draft of song " They Lose Their Bodies " Listen to podcast "They Lose Their Bodies" for free at iHeartRadio , Spotify Podcasts ,  Pandora Podcasts ,  and Amazon Audible . Lyrics: Verse  Whether in trash  or back of a truck  or a father's arms  where we know they shouldn't be  We lose our minds  they lose their bodies  Chorus  We have our dreams  But many have lost  More than their minds  They lose their bodies  Verse  Why waste so much time  Worrying about the past  When there are so many  That feel the cold still  We need to think about the present  Their troubles are still here  They are still real  How m

Featured at MTV Italia Never Thought of You free copy   Image by  Please Don't sell My Artwork AS IS  from  Pixabay   Lyrics: So much time It's always on my mind Never thought to be A part of you   Chorus Never thought of you Never thought of you Never thought of you To be a part of you   Verse What part of you Is right for me Been friends a long, long time Friends are hard to find   Chorus   Verse Been wondering lately Time's flying by It's all creeping in on me What's on my mind   Chorus   So hard to find The one that's right for you….   Chorus Never thought of you Never thought of you Never thought of you To be a part of me

  We open and give all and are so sure they are falling the same way too, or are they???? :((( Here I am at my best rocking n rolling again. ' Lori Jean' Finnila .' Draft of song " Falling Into You " All draft song permissions have been updated, sorry. Listen to "Falling Too Soon After Making Love...Yikes?!" for free here: Spotify Podcasts , Amazon Audible , Pandora Podcasts , iHeartRadio Podcasts . Image by  John Hain  from  Pixabay   Lyrics: "Falling Into You" Verse I need you So much every day You know just  Where to reach me Only you understand how I need you Chorus I'm falling Helpless to this abyss Going underwater Surrendering to this Falling into you Verse You say we're close I question to this Just because I'm taken so far Does not mean were cemented to this Chorus Verse Please don't be turned off By my fright after  That I feel so soon I feel the fear in my face Chorus Verse I try to imagine You're not like this I

 I think we have to be careful of our dreams. They can sometimes lead us away from where we need to be. Draft of song " A Dream " Image by  Lars_Nissen  from  Pixabay   Podcast "A Dream" for free here:  Amazon Audible , Pandora Podcasts ,  Spotify Podcasts , and iHeartRadio Podcasts . Lyrics: Versed I thought to be a princess Live in a fine white house Wear cashmere Have my own island Chorus I thought I had a dream But I found I didn't know  What one was Until I had you When I had already lost one Verse All the silver Gold and sparkle became a blur The lights, shine, camera, fashion Became last in my mind I couldn't find any dreams any more All I could think was love That was the most important Chorus Verse The warmth The touch The closeness Was all that I dreamed of now Bridge It's a feeling I want  To feel belonging  Someplace of meaning Importance, existence No dreams on my mind now I don't know what one is I thought I knew a dream Until I lost on

"Falling Into You" Verse I need you So much every day You know just  Where to reach me Only you understand how I need you Chorus I'm falling Helpless to this abyss Going underwater Surrending to this Falling into you Verse You say we're close I question to this Just because I'm taken so far Does not mean were cemented to this Chorus Verse Please don't be turned off By my fright after  That I feel so soon I feel the fear in my face Chorus Verse I try to imagine You're not like this I get so serious Thinking this is love Perhaps it is Am I going too far with this Bridge I never felt this before You controlling my body One minute I'm there Next minute I blackout into you Chorus

 There will probably be some editing. Photo by Stuart Hamilton at Pixabay. "Falling Into You" Verse I need you So much every day You know just  Where to reach me You only understand me And how I need you Chorus I'm falling Helpless to this abyss Going underwater Surrending to this Falling into you Verse You say we're close I question to this Just because I'm taken so far Does not mean were Clemente to this Chorus Verse Please don't be turned off By my fright after  That I feel so soon I feel the fear in my face Chorus Verse I try to imagine You're not like this I get so serious Thinking this is love Perhaps it is Am I going too far with this Bridge I never felt this before You controlling my body One minute I'm there Next minute I black out into you Chorus

I was able to work out another new song this week, "Feels Like Death." It speaks of sadness coming from females when they feel so alone in love. Also please find an updated lyrical version and free copy of the draft of " God Has All the Power " expressing how God brings the magic of love to us. Listen to podcast of "Love Feels Like Death" by Lori Jean Finnila for free here: Pandora Podcasts , iHeartRadio Podcasts , Amazon Audible , and Spotify Podcasts . Image by  emmagrau  from  Pixabay Draft of song " Feels Like Death " Lyrics: Verse You shed a tear I stare at you Hopelessness in my face You want to understand The pain is too deep To communicate All hope is lost At these times…. Chorus Please don’t let me Fall in these trenches Where I can never come out again To see this happiness we once had Verse You want to talk My fear is of it Happening again You don’t understand My nightmares are of you At this exact place where you are With me, I can’t

 I wrote this at the times we want to be able to think but instead feel our head is banging against the wall. I wrote the song anyway.  Image by  Gordon Johnson  from  Pixabay   " Too Much Time " draft Lyrics: Verse Always thinking Always moving Trying to create While running away Chorus Too much time sometimes Not enough at times Not always the special place Needed to think To help bring me to create Verse Sometimes I have the thought The idea I need to create Don't have the warm spot To think to put it into words Too much noise, shouting, conflict To get anything done Chorus Verse I'm always shuffling left and right It seems Can't seem to find the right direction right words, even the emotion gets scrambled  Bridge I think I've found the moment  One more time The perfect place where I lose my mind Banging on the walls Imaginating all Lost in the darkest and lightest Why do I have to feel like this So many times When the time should be right When something co