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  Image by  Paul Brennan  from  Pixabay I’m shedding my skin I’m not resisting I’m embracing the change ahead It wouldn’t be wise I feel to do this I’m accepting the new change in me I must accept my path t has led me here  to this place to see this change Grab it, grow, recognize it and embrace it It is good Change is good It has to happen when you fight for good Or you can’t get past bad It feels unfamiliar and unsure  It can be scary but I’ve made so much change already All I have to do is grab the security to me that I know To go forward with this change My change is extreme and drastic  As mountains and storms are But this is my change and I have to take it I want to get to the good that’s coming to me I’ll fall into it like the caterpillar coming out of its shell I was meant to fly and be beautiful I won’t miss this chance again I will watch the beautiful transformation around me.

Image by  cromaconceptovisual  from  Pixabay It’s never a waste of time to drink a cup of tea Take your time swallowing it, tasting it Sitting down while you’re drinking it It’s never a waste of time to sit and do nothing To wait for the sign of what to do next To hear someone else’s meaning of life To take in a moment and feel an empathetic reaction.

  My  journey to longevity in life outside of  my comfort zone exclusively in this title track as well as the magic that comes from it for my fans on sale now at my EPK . Bless you for supporting me and loving me. Sample preview of the EP.

  Photo by Lori Jean Finnila  Verse My eyes puff and have dark marks One a bit more obvious The other has a lid that hangs From the horrible undiscussable blow But it’s the one too anyway that has a scar already From another abuse when I was thrown Into the cupboard corner of my garage Doctor had to sew me up with his eyes looking down Thank God you can’t see that one too much now Chorus Please don’t mind me From my brain injury It’s really not that bad Not compared to what’s on my body now like a road map Verse I have lumps  That look like humps On the insides of my legs That were pulled on when a family member Came out to see me my elbows on my arms Lost their muscle - all I see is bone Chorus Verse I tried to send faxes to the governor  Of my black and blue arms When I could separate the timing from the abuse When there was a standstill  Never heard anything back But thought to put the word out anyway So I can change it for the rest I’m still here  I can make change As long as I can

  Image by  Kaushik Chug  from  Pixabay Verse Your head lays on the bed Your beautiful eyes  shine in the light Your face, your look serene Coming at me Chorus You’re the morning My light My sunshine There’s no more beauty than this You in front of me in my view Verse You never have to move Everything you are right now I can mold you into a statue in my mind  and see it everyday And be perfectly happy Chorus Verse If you ever move I’d be lost How will I get through my day How will I get through my life If you moved out of my view Bridge I know at some point you have to But I will hold the outline of your contour in my mind For my day the rest of my life In my heart forever And wait for this moment again Chorus

  Photo by Александр at Pexels.com. My nose gruffles The air is thick I’m feeling dizzy I’m coughing Thinking I’m losing my mind I’m remembering things years ago Like they’re yesterday not sure of their proper time frame It dawns-my hit on the head-but it can’t be  because it doesn’t seem practical Aaah I’m thinking clear now it was the mold in the apartment  I hear it takes your brain Oh I have to fix this I will Just a crack in the window I’m feeling better I’m thinking clearer I’m still getting flashes in my life I can’t line up the  times to  Oh that’s right I was hit on the head.

Image by  Brigitte Werner  from  Pixabay   (this is what I feel)  I got inspired by this watching indoor bungee type of exercise, can’t find it again now to give you the name. I want so bad to do this. I’m always challenged now minorly hurting myself trying so many new forms of sport (punching bag, hand stand yoga trapeze, sometimes yoga backbends, uh, etc…… Whoops I broke a bone again Can’t use my arms Can’t use my hands My legs hurt But I’m gonna get back on that ride I know I can do it again It just hurts for a short while I know I can heal to do it one more time I get apprehensive too But I want to keep my body going Don’t want to sag Don’t want to scare myself in the mirror Want to think long Longer than I do now  Why do I think I can do all these things And not hurt myself enough Not to be able to get back up again  I’m just a crazy girl A crazy little girl She sees her sexy reflection  No matter what the truth is She’s  just a crazy girl Who loves herself too much to face the wo

  Image by  Tú Anh  from  Pixabay The beautiful skin Demeanor with wit A smile with energy, gold Is that too much to ask A man on his knee just for me My shiny hair only for his hands My eyes only to glow for him Am I too old for this Please lead  me a path to my man A carpet to my heart Permission for me to love.

  Image by  Stefan Keller  from  Pixabay This is a work in progress. This kind of writing will go well with the Minor2Go music loops I bought. Divine Breath I’m gonna fight thru the pain Through the agony I identify  I make controversy with right before I feel to pass out The rotting body I refuse to watch I ride through the asylum even if I leave my divine breath I know I’m going somewhere better I’ll ride through my divine breath To surpass where I am I’m fighting my crumbling body  That no one can see but me Only I know the blurry view and uncertain days that lay ahead for me Needing a miracle I’ll feel the presence of all those Above me that did the same I’ll be the healer for those that don’t know life I’ll heal myself even if it’s an everyday thing. I’ll ride through my divine breath To surpass where I am I’m fighting my crumbling body  That no one can see but me

  My mind goes when I need help I have to take something that affects me like a child I fight many wars with many people  Here I go down again Image by  Tim Hill  from  Pixabay Please God let me wake tomorrow morning I take the gold liquid I now poke with a pin To make sure I don’t get too much in my body from the pill It can take me down so bad, especially after that crash of my head into the closet mirror I could feel my had get sucked in or was it just an illusion now Please God let me wake up tomorrow morning My body is in so much pain now from the effects of abuse I need help from my liquid gold that makes my mind like a child, one for the pain and many other different pills for energy to follow as they collide in my body and make me sick I have one more day I can get through  I’m taken down to a state I know I have no control over I don’t know if I’ll be lucky enough to wake up this morning coming Please God let me wake up tomorrow morning As I surrender to the liquid I feel my m