"Surviving Angel" New EP Out Next Year #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #survivor #EP

 I have a new EP coming out next year by my birthday June 2021. I'm finally able to write and produce comfortably coming from being a survivor myself. I had questioned many of the tones and lyrics I was using. As free as it is in a feeling I wanted to feel proud of the intelligence in my lyrics and the producing. I can safely say I 've found a few songs to do this. Coming to my highest point I've let go of everything inside me and was left with beauty in the new EP "Surviving Angel" where I talk of still being here leaving so many abused behind not with us anymore and many still struggling to survive years later after the physical affects onto their bodies which I tried to express in "Dying Burning Body," which was unsuccessful as well as banned at times along with *The Beast of Heaven." I think I've found a medium by using freedom in my body. 

"Surviving Angel" EP

Example Cover

"War is Over" - To the point of acceptance.

Lyrics:

War Is Over 

I've seen all the wars 

Picked my fingers on the thorns 

Picking strawberries....... 

Chorus War is over 

Over for me 

Verse 

Saw the destitute faces 

that didn't come home 

Times I was too late 

I stopped counting After three 

Virtual representations 

lined up 

I learned to dance with glee 

Chorus 

War is over 

Over for me 

Verse 

No more papers 

Just Petals on the ground 

Graces, Hail Mary's 

When I've done nothing wrong 

Running through fields 

Tall with sunflowers 

Touching my face 

running Past the terror 

 right through it all 

Chorus 

War is over 

Over for me 

Verse 

Caught those weaker than me 

Making my place 

Bringing my treasures home 

Had to learn to let them go 

Dragged my guns between my legs 

Had to climb the trees to stay alive 

I ran enough Climbed so high 

Begged for mercy Even at times 

War is over 

Over for me 

Even though I know many won't return 

War is still over for me War is over Over for me 

"Your World" - How close a Pedophile and sexual abuser can be to us - I stopped eating at 10 because a Pedophile was on my path and the police told my mother to tell me to ignore him. Later it appeared I had become a permanent victim on their list after the fondling outside my diaper - left with some mild effects.

"Surviving Angel" - The survivor within me feeling left as the warrior.

"Life Before You" - A song wishing your partner knew the value of you before you came along. 

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My Christmas Cheer #lorijeanfinnila #singer #christmas

Merry Christmas and enjoy my gift to you "This Christmas" by Lori Jean Finnila. The wonderful Martin Minor at looperman.com composed the music for this. 

"This Christmas"

Please feel free to download this and burn it to a CD along with your other favorite Christmas songs. 

 Photo by monicore at Pexels.

Your World #newsong #lorijeanfinnila #rockhop

 Please feel free to download and enjoy the instrumental while I work on the song. Here are the lyrics:

                                                 Image by Stefan Keller from Pixabay 

I'm mysterious

Maybe not

What you're looking for, me

What you think I am

 

You may be sick

Too much 

of what you believe 

to be too big or 

it's just you

Is that too nice to say

Even coming from me

 

You're distaste in life

Or even you're choices

Show vulgar acts

Don't touch me 

one more time

Though if I say

It doesn't matter anyway

 

You think you are it all

But you are just as small

As you're beliefs

 

Come here baby

You lost little lamb

I will coat you with sugar

All over and put you to bed

 

And when you have 

bad dreams, nightmares

You will sink into the walls 

you've made for all of us

 

So don't fear 

your world it is just 

as a part of us 

as you

 

Your world

Your world

Your world.

Surviving Angel #newsong #lorijeanfinnila #angel #God

 

Photo from Pixabay

Surviving Angel

Verse

How can I take in 

Such things 

that don't seem real

What am I to learn from this

Or grow as it feels

How can you grow 

from something so awful

How can you feel

proud being one 

of the ones left standing

Chorus

Am I the strength 

or have I always been 

to walk down this surreal path 

as the surviving Angel

Verse

Please tell me

Everything will be okay

I've been strong

Not to break down 

or cried to all the pain

Around me

It's so unreal

Chorus

Am I the strength 

or have I always been 

to walk down this surreal path 

as the surviving Angel

Verse

Please take me

Where I'm supposed to be

No one should have to 

survive and feel this pain 

Home

Home

The surviving Angel

Bridge

Please tell me where to walk

where to go

what am I to do

Who should I serve

Under God

The surviving angel

It's so unreal 

outside of it 

and maybe in the home

Chorus

Verse

Come make it real

Come make it right

So I can know

I'm on the right path

my journey

Am I the path

That God has led

To walk down

Through hell

For all

The surviving angel

Chorus

Am I the strength 

or have I always been 

to walk down this surreal path 

as the surviving Angel

Surviving angel

Surviving angel 

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