A Woman Author and Writer

Photo by Aleksandar Pasaric Verse Hate you the more I think of you I want you the more that I think of you You think this is the way to control me I’ll fight and hurt inside before I give into you I lay up all night   telling myself I can do this I can fly by this pain I won’t crawl or beg to make you understand Chorus I’m laying up all night again I know I’m right you’ve been wrong again you can’t keep treating me this way I won’t give you my love the right way Verse I know I’ve been lovable you can’t see this you want to control me I can’t deal with this   why can’t you just   love me the way I am Chorus Verse You want me to be the way that you want I’ve never been able to do this I only know how to be myself How can I marry and be your queen when you won’t let your princess beam to lightest and darkest moments with you I just want to touch you….. oooo…. oooo… ooooo….. repeat

I Could Part the Seas Verse Why can’t someone understand me all I’m trying to do is the right thing I’m solemn in my thoughts I’m clean in my movements If you gave me the chance I could part the seas that you could walk right through I’m so strong   when you’re beside me but then you leave I don’t know where I am How can I be so helpless and so strong so close to the same time I’m seeing clear again now that you’re near me but you get mad when I feel this way why can’t I be the same things to you both at the same time Chorus Verse I’m not so bad as you might think I adore your face and how you make me flush My cheeks and my insides jump around you I know you want to have fun too but you worry   that’s not all that’s involved with this why do you have to worry so much Chorus If you gave me the chance I could part the seas that you could walk right through AllI need is for you to give me a chance

 Two more songs for my podcast. Whooo hooo!! Lost In a Sea of Darkness Verse I come out with the way you don’t want to hear it I’m talking again the way it’s not popular when will I learn Chorus I’m lost in a sea of darkness I can’t find my way to normalness where is it that I can’t find to be Verse I’m flying I’m floating alone in a sea of darkness I can’t find my home I think I’ll rest in peace alone Chorus I’m lost in a sea of darkness I can’t find my way to normalness where is it   that I can’t find to be Verse I think I’ve found a new way I feel I’m opening up again I feel the connecting I know I’m on the right path just to fall again Perhaps I’m not so wrong just born in a world not made for myself where I can walk in a dimension and feel comfortable on my own if it were only safe Chorus I’m lost in a sea of darkness I can’t find my way to normalness where is it that I can’t find to be lost in a sea of darkness repeat oooo oooo   ooooooooo I'm Lyin Up All Night Verse Hate you