A Woman Author and Writer

  Image by  Stefan Keller  from  Pixabay This is a work in progress. This kind of writing will go well with the Minor2Go music loops I bought. Divine Breath I’m gonna fight thru the pain Through the agony I identify  I make controversy with right before I feel to pass out The rotting body I refuse to watch I ride through the asylum even if I leave my divine breath I know I’m going somewhere better I’ll ride through my divine breath To surpass where I am I’m fighting my crumbling body  That no one can see but me Only I know the blurry view and uncertain days that lay ahead for me Needing a miracle I’ll feel the presence of all those Above me that did the same I’ll be the healer for those that don’t know life I’ll heal myself even if it’s an everyday thing. I’ll ride through my divine breath To surpass where I am I’m fighting my crumbling body  That no one can see but me

  My mind goes when I need help I have to take something that affects me like a child I fight many wars with many people  Here I go down again Image by  Tim Hill  from  Pixabay Please God let me wake tomorrow morning I take the gold liquid I now poke with a pin To make sure I don’t get too much in my body from the pill It can take me down so bad, especially after that crash of my head into the closet mirror I could feel my had get sucked in or was it just an illusion now Please God let me wake up tomorrow morning My body is in so much pain now from the effects of abuse I need help from my liquid gold that makes my mind like a child, one for the pain and many other different pills for energy to follow as they collide in my body and make me sick I have one more day I can get through  I’m taken down to a state I know I have no control over I don’t know if I’ll be lucky enough to wake up this morning coming Please God let me wake up tomorrow morning As I surrender to the liquid I feel my m

  Image by  Alexa  from  Pixabay Not knowing your state of mind leaves you in limbo Not being able to hold onto anything steadily, stable,  or physically leaves a place with no answers A place of choice where there’s no known outcome But the outcome to a chance of happiness made through  a choice of freedom A choice of freedom not only do you not know  the outcome to but others don’t either One good thing about this is when others don’t know they can’t stop you from your outcomes  Your beauty that comes out is true to you with no distractions.

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Photo by Denise Husted at Pixabay.com.   Verse I used to be so pretty Then one day it went away I could hardly see myself I lost myself When I lost my looks  I couldn’t believe it It came on strong with a blow Then took me down slowly I didn’t know who I was Chorus I thought I needed love to be beautiful  I cried inside to be beautiful  I wished for a man every minute To make this happen Verse Then one day it came back I’ll never take advantage of it again I’ll never feel I need love to feel pretty again Chorus Verse Today I dance like a girl A girl I once knew I’ll never take advantage again Of the beauty I now have again Bridge The happiness I feel I can’t be thankful enough I skip like a little girl And twirl in my shoes  All I need is what I feel Chorus

  Photos by Geralt  and Alexas_Fotos at Pixabay. I’ve been wanting to write a book and I’m painfully honest so I thought this title would be perfect. It keeps it a bit impersonal but still very relating. It draws on universal measures we take but perhaps different ones I’ve had to take and accept. ‘Accept’ is a TOUGH one.Being left maimed and the characters who did it to me running is a VERY hard thing to live with. My life has NEVER been easy since. Am I to take blame for choosing a socially non-acceptable path?

  Photo by  alexxloo from Pixabay.com.  I’m relating to the women’s cries from so long ago. Poetry book "Finding Passion Through Truth" by Lori Jean Finnila at  ⁠ Amazon ⁠ . Flowers In the Dark Podcast at: Apple Podcasts ,  Audible ,  Spotify Podcasts ,  Amazon Music ,  RadioPublic ,  Pandora Podcasts ,  TuneIn Podcasts ,  iHeartRadio ,  ivoox ,  Google Podcasts ,  Blubrry , and  Pocket Casts ,  Castbox ,  Substack ,  Spotify for Podcasters ,  Listen Notes ,  Anghami ,  Audacy , and  Bullhorn.fm . More streaming music from Lori: Pandora Artist Radio Artist iHeartRadio Spotify Artist Radio Songcast Music Apple Music Amazon Artist Radio Tidal Deezer “Women Who Speak Are Beaten” Verse Through the castles on sacred land Many cries we’ve heard from so long ago So light deep down buried So surreal far away into another  land, time, place Another dark, scary door That opens and carries into the same tunnel Chorus Women gather to watch those that speak get beaten How will we know th