Boy I'm Writing It Up Today "Lost In a Sea of Darkenss #twonewsongs #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #podcast

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 Two more songs for my podcast. Whooo hooo!!

Lost In a Sea of Darkness

Verse

I come out with the way you don’t want to hear it

I’m talking again the way it’s not popular

when will I learn


Chorus

I’m lost in a sea of darkness

I can’t find my way to normalness

where is it that I can’t find to be


Verse

I’m flying I’m floating alone

in a sea of darkness

I can’t find my home

I think I’ll rest in peace alone


Chorus

I’m lost in a sea of darkness

I can’t find my way to normalness

where is it 

that I can’t find to be


Verse

I think I’ve found a new way

I feel I’m opening up again

I feel the connecting

I know I’m on the right path

just to fall again


Perhaps I’m not so wrong

just born in a world not made for myself

where I can walk in a dimension and feel

comfortable on my own


if it were only safe


Chorus

I’m lost in a sea of darkness

I can’t find my way to normalness

where is it that I can’t find to be


lost in a sea of darkness

repeat


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I'm Lyin Up All Night

Verse

Hate you the more I think of you

I want you the more that I think of you

You think this is the way to control

I’ll fight and hurt inside

before I give into you


I lay up all night 

telling myself

I can do this

I can fly by this pain

I won’t crawl or beg

to make you understand me


Chorus

I’m laying up all night again

I know I’m right

you’ve been wrong again

you can’t keep treating me this way

I won’t give you my love the right way


Verse

I know I’ve been lovable

you can’t see this

you want to control me

I can’t deal with this

 why can’t you just 

love me the way I am


Chorus


Verse

You want me to be the way that you want

I’ve never been able to do this

I only know how to be myself


How can I marry and be your queen

when you won’t let your princess beam

to lightest and darkest moments with you

I just want to touch you…..


oooo…. oooo… ooooo…..


Chorus

I’m laying up all night again

I know I’m right

you’ve been wrong again 

you can’t keep treating me this way

I won’t give you my love the right way

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