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Some Lives are So F Up

Some lives are so F up

I know it's mine

I know I’m one of them 

I know you wanted to beat me

Shut me up

I did it to myself

You took the most precious thing from me

I would lay there

Never disagree

Try to please 

Close my eyes 

Never letting anyone touch me

I walked a road

Crossed a path

When someone came into my life

And pried my legs apart

You took something so valuable from me

I knew right from the start 

That's when it all happened

I didn't let the hitting stop

I let myself die

I let myself go

I walked in numbness

I didn't know what else to do

But the fight is on

Though I did  it to myself

I won't be sorry 

From now on

It's just what it is

I know now for sure now

Life just happens

Shit is what it is 

My battlegrounds are ready

I put on  my gloves

Chorus

You want to fight

You want to take me away

You may have won

But I’ve just begun

I sit here scrawled up 

On my bathroom floor

Without a friend

But somehow … I feel 

You can never hurt me more than you did

You broke me down

But I'm sure to win 

You took my baby

You took her life...

What a sad pitiful sight for you

You shouldn't have forced your strength on someone like me

I make the Valentine's Day cards ... dad no

The gloves are on ... I've got nothing to lose