Anniversary 10/4/90 #dr salant #injured During Surgery

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My anniversary for the last time I was me is coming up and written in my book, "My Brain Injury" published by Star Books and up for a movie. My abuser and his friends got a hold of the anesthesia box when my doctor let 3 men in street clothes into the operating room. My head was burnt from anesthesia. My medical battle began. 

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