Sometimes I feel in so much physical pain I can't believe my mental endurance to go on with it and seemingly be ignoring it. I have to stop and ask myself why for an instant in my own amazement. It's because I'm so happy I survived brutal beatings to my body and sustained the pain from losing a daughter-all from abuse-the worst to me when taken from Wall Street over 20 years ago to the start of it to seemingly end my word to the beginning of it.

Watch for "My Dirty Draws" coming out soon. It will bring you to a connection of living in the woods.