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Sweet Dancing Angels for my daughter in heaven
Saturday, February 2, 2019
Thursday, January 24, 2019
Women Join Hands Rejoicing in Jean's Video
Women Join Hands Rejoicing Tears All Over the World
Lori Jean shows a differential approach in comaraderie to women. Perhaps one so bold and forbidden in theme, tears can be a place of joy taking those next steps in changes in life. Beautiful and bold “Let the Tears Flow” song video being worked on as a release by Jean finds a new life with joy as we turn our steps towards the changes that happen to us with each new day turning our tears with them. Women from all over the world join hands in every culture as we dance together in step! Turning our tears to steps shows change in movement with women holding hands from all over the world. Camaraderie in “The Virtuous Woman” with a woman taking control of her secretions brings strength back that has been taken from women's bodies. Yes we've had pain, but that new day is our day and a day of joy because it's our steps that we are taking. As we turn and hold hands and take these steps together the warmth of love spreads throughout the world. We are in charge. These are our bodies. Whether our loves have died, left us, passed on or raped us. This is our journey and only our precious journey to hold and walk and share in connection to and with others bringing beautiful harmonies and strength together. It can be beautiful.
Lori Jean shows a differential approach in comaraderie to women. Perhaps one so bold and forbidden in theme, tears can be a place of joy taking those next steps in changes in life. Beautiful and bold “Let the Tears Flow” song video being worked on as a release by Jean finds a new life with joy as we turn our steps towards the changes that happen to us with each new day turning our tears with them. Women from all over the world join hands in every culture as we dance together in step! Turning our tears to steps shows change in movement with women holding hands from all over the world. Camaraderie in “The Virtuous Woman” with a woman taking control of her secretions brings strength back that has been taken from women's bodies. Yes we've had pain, but that new day is our day and a day of joy because it's our steps that we are taking. As we turn and hold hands and take these steps together the warmth of love spreads throughout the world. We are in charge. These are our bodies. Whether our loves have died, left us, passed on or raped us. This is our journey and only our precious journey to hold and walk and share in connection to and with others bringing beautiful harmonies and strength together. It can be beautiful.
Tuesday, January 22, 2019
Muscle Hanging From Backbone #badmoment #abuse #lorijean #rock
I could have ended up in a wheelchair today and could lose all my benefits if this government shutdown effects it. Not only have I not asked to be abused and maimed - starting out with foul play in a hospital in 1990, and have tried many times to get a job being honest about my dad injuries, but the muscle hanging on my back that's separated from my backbone was pulling on me like a rubber band today trying to carry my load of groceries in a cart that has to be maneuver over train tracks in the city roads. I came home feeling helpless to cry - and that's not me.
I ask myself quite a few times lately, with all the so clear to me evidence of a sick man following me, or had been - with his track record and my reports of him, to CPS as of lately and very public in the media, why if I made that clear blue call he wouldn't be picked up. And once again I get the same answer - they wouldn't believe me.
I ask myself quite a few times lately, with all the so clear to me evidence of a sick man following me, or had been - with his track record and my reports of him, to CPS as of lately and very public in the media, why if I made that clear blue call he wouldn't be picked up. And once again I get the same answer - they wouldn't believe me.
Saturday, January 19, 2019
Valentine's Day Gift #gift #song #rock #lorijean
Working on a Valentine's Day song called Valentine. Enjoy while I'm working on it. I'll have it for you that day. Luv ya!!
Valentine
You're killing me
you wander from me
too many times
you're killing me
someone I've know so dear
for so long
You take me to that place
where I've been asleep
for too long
you're killing me
that special place inside of me
where I won't share
Take me to that place
where I've been asleep
I'm dreaming for this to last
I'm amid with thought
about you
why do I breathe so hard
which way are you going to take me
which way do we
or are we going to go
you're killing me
you're killing me
that special place inside of me
where I won't share
you're killing me..
repeat..... …..
my valentine.....
my valentine.....
Thursday, January 17, 2019
Wednesday, January 16, 2019
In the Studio #lorijean #rock #music
Have fun with these as well! Luv ya!
70's clothes line I want to have!!!
So Damned (mello)
So Damned
Let the Tears Flow
Show Me Your Heart
70's clothes line I want to have!!!
So Damned (mello)
So Damned
Verse
Why try so hard
when the edges can't be smoothed
I'm walking over an edge
but falling no where
so damned
Chorus
so damned at times
in the morning
many times everyday
maybe forever
Verse
smiling is it enough
cherishing those around me
talking to god
wanting to be good
Chorus
so damned at times
in the morning
many times everyday
maybe forever
Verse
pulling on my vibes
changing my walk
to adhere to the atmosphere
that lays placed in each step I take
maybe at this moment
it seems forever
though I can't see any way out
Chorus
so damned at times
in the morning
many times everyday
maybe forever
Let the Tears Flow
Let the tears flow
verse
my head pounds
with the lights and sounds
confusion at the top of my head
chorus
let the tears flow
to my new world
the one I open my eyes to
everyday
verse
I forget the ring of happiness
the one that grandma and grandpa had
the one that was made for me
chorus
let the tears flow
to my new world
the one I open my eyes to
everyday
verse
the smell of old formaldehyde
fades memories before my eyes
I grip to let go of the hold
say goodbye to my treasures
chorus
let the tears flow
to my new world
the one I open my eyes to
everyday
verse
the world was made
for one more place
for me
Let happiness show
chorus
let the tears flow
to my new world
the one I open my eyes to
everyday...
Show Me Your Heart
verse
where do you want to go
with me tonight
which way do you want me to
show you
where you want to be
chorus
If you show me your heart
I'll know where to start
Show me your heart
verse
It only takes two
to close those doors
on hopelessness
I know you'll find
you'll like my ways
and how I address
chorus
If you show me your heart
I'll know where to start
Show me your heart
verse
I know basically
I'm like a fart
so distant from everything
you wanna see
you've seen it all before
chorus
show me your heart
I'll know where to start
Show me your heart
5x repeat
Saturday, January 12, 2019
So Groovy and When All the Guilt is Gone and We All Fail Sometimes #demos #lorijean #rock
I have the demos done. When All the Guilt is Gone needs professional mixing more than I can do. Enjoy yourself.
When All the Guilt is Gone
We All Fail Sometimes
So Groovy
Enjoy!!
When All the Guilt is Gone
We All Fail Sometimes
So Groovy
Enjoy!!
Thursday, January 10, 2019
Two #demos We All Fail Sometimes #Aldo #domesticviolence #song #lorijean
I have two demos. I kind of like the second one more. I don't want to lose the lyrics in the song - this is important, yet I want all to enjoy and for those who feel to hear it as music. Still working on it. Have fun listening along.
First One
Second One
Me after coming back from being sent to Portland away from my child because there was no room in DV shelters in Eugene, OR. I had left my home and was at a hotel with my son at this point, very broke and lost everything - with no support other than emotional from an organization and medically which I'm very grateful to.
Much love!
First One
Second One
Me after coming back from being sent to Portland away from my child because there was no room in DV shelters in Eugene, OR. I had left my home and was at a hotel with my son at this point, very broke and lost everything - with no support other than emotional from an organization and medically which I'm very grateful to.
Much love!
Monday, January 7, 2019
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