I hope my teacher doesn't mind me sharing this. Last assignment for class Adv Creative Writing. I want to say I love Ned and Tim before you start reading this. These feelings in this were temporarily all perpetuated through me out of insecurity-same for the teacher-he just had to do his job-and he did a great one at that.
I learned at times I wanted to give up-right up to this class with writing. I doubted myself as a writer feeling I had fooled myself into trying to be something I'm not. I kept getting caught up with personal experiences and couldn't find my way back to me, who I was, and the form of writing I had before I was shot in the head and left with permanent neurological damage in 2011. I had written and published several books up at Barnes and Noble previous to this. This was the final chapter of where I would go with writing in this class, or even finishing this degree. I had reached the final line and was now turning back looking over my shoulder. I knew the headphones on my ears gently pressed against the foam came so easy and comforting to me and felt this was a cheat way out of an intellectual career listening to music. But what I ended up learning was that I was a songwriter for sure, found my best teacher-though I hated him sometimes-knew I had to get past that line-hated Ned Euphorya and Tim Cheatle too at times-my best colleagues to my fear of failure and rejecting help-but now know I'm going to be a damn good songwriter. I even opened up to my singing with more confidence and accept myself more now than ever. I learned to accept myself and my fate-though I still spurn-that's natural for me.
I would like Steven Tyler to take in this role for me of Pia's records. I think this would help other adolescents with their dreams and become a role model for them and I think he'd get a kick out of it. As a woman coming out for others, my success would prove you can do anything and still persevere even in the worst of conditions hanging on to your limbs literally at times-had other pertinent injuries to my back and arms. A comedy is a good place for this personal story of mine where I had never thought I could complete one with so much clarity with my my point. I was so pleased. I have always loved comedy and that it allowed me to connect with my family this way in some true family events. I would be very pleased to be led into directing with this given genre.

Lori Jean Finnila is a woman healing from abuse through music. Radio friendly tracks registered with BMI in sidebar. Won Sept. 2017 Country Akademia award and Nominated Single of the year at International Singer and Songwriters Association 2020, and Open Doors 2020 Collection for "Right Here." Three top charts with Radio Indie Alliance, and 6 top charts with Valley FM 89.5 in Australia including one with Banks Radio Australia.
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