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Verse
I say no though
that's not what I mean
I want you, when I capture your presence
near me
Chorus
I can't do or think what I want to
I was meant to never be this way
I was born in the wrong place
I was taught to say no
Verse
My mind keeps coming
Back to you
Your words, your breath
The way I watch you move
Picturing you inside me
Chorus
Verse
I shudder when I see you leave
Knowing I'll never see you again
I imagine everything you'd do to me
Your touch your taste
Your mouth inside of mine
I can't do what I want to
I promised I would never do
Never thinking on my own
Standing all alone
Chorus
No, no
no, no no no no
no no mmmm
repeat
8 hours I wait
for someone to see me crawl
I want to breathe again
I wait to breathe again
28 more days for this fortune
to take place
that I’m so destined to right now
without anyone
8 hours I wait
for someone to take me from this place
to see where I’ve fallen
where I’ve done no wrong
8 hours I wait
8 hours I wait
for you to take me from this place
so dark so dreary no thought
no choice to this theory
8 I wait
8 hours I wait
for someone to take me from this place
to see where I’ve fallen
where I’ve done no wrong
hours I wait
8 hours I wait
from this place
that took me so far
from this time with lace
that hurt me so badly
29, 28 days more
to this haven supposed brazen
to be brought upon me
8 hours I wait for my fate
to my next place
of no one seeing me for who I am
just a runaway
with no rhyme no reason
is what they tell me I am
So I’ll set here 8 more hours
29 more days then 28 where I’m safe
though the mats are hard
there’s peace and quiet in my mind
8 hours I wait
for someone to take me from this place
to see where I’ve fallen
where I’ve done no wrong
hours I wait
8 hours I wait
for someone to take me from this place
that took me so far
from this time with lace
8 I wait
8 hours I wait
8 hours I wait for someone to take me from this place
I just submitted 2 song releases I produced with Symphonic Distribution. Hopefully both of them will be formatted properly for approval for August 19th. I arranged both songs using Minor2Go music loops. I'm ensured I will have a good quality track doing this. I also mastered each track at SoundCloud to ensure the best sound quality. I've had a bit more success with my last two releases I feel because of this: My Firefighter and Praise the Lady.
I'll be working on promo materials for the songs closer to or made for the release day of these songs and thereafter. Watch here more more material on these releases.
"I Feel So Close to God" at SoundCloud for listening now. And "No More Beauty Than This" as well.
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| Image by Peggy und Marco Lachmann-Anke from Pixabay |
Your head lays on the bed
Your beautiful eyes
shine in the light
Your face, your look serene
Coming at me
You’re the morning
My light
My sunshine
There’s no more beauty than this
You in front of me
Everything you are right now
I can mold you into a statue in my mind
and see it everyday
You never have to move
And I’ll be perfectly happy
You’re the morning
My light
My sunshine
There’s no more beauty than this
You in front of me
If you ever do move I’ll be lost
How will I get through my day
How will I get through my life
If you moved out of my view
I know at some point you have to
But I will hold the outline of you
your contour in my mind
For my day the rest of my life
And wait for this moment again
You’re the morning
My light
My sunshine
There’s no more beauty than this
You in front of me
I'm up one more day
The sun is shining
though I don't feel
as connected as others do
I'm still so grateful
I feel so close to God
But I don't want to reach him too soon
Please tell him to love me
And let me remain
Another Sunday I can't make it to church
though I connect with those that perished
on a daily basis
I feel I have much to do
I feel his message
I fight to put into words
the meaning of my existence
I feel so close to God
I don't want to reach him too soon
Please tell him to love me...
And let me remain
I looked at your face
and learned what pain was from you
I can’t imagine the pain you suffered
or maybe I did
I was the black sheep of the family
a mess when I needed help most
I felt death too but I escaped
I learned what love is
I feel so close to God
I don't want to reach him too soon
Please tell him to love me
And let me remain
I feel so close to God
YouTube promo:
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| Photo by Alena Shekhovtcova |
(still working this song out-just a quick draft after watching Oprah's Soul Sunday with Brené Brown)
I could be scared
I could be mad
I could fight
I could have anxiety
I could eat
I could drink
I could spend too much money
or want to die
or be humiliated over nothing at all
Or I could cry
I could punch something or someone else
but I’d rather be dancing in my panties
I already forgave my mom
though I can’t help to reflect upon
it still hurts
I still don’t understand
I want to be real
lovable
I want to be a normal person
but don’t know how
why be scared or carry on
It’s not going to do any good
Or I could cry
I could punch something or someone else
but I’d rather be dancing in my panties
Maybe it’s better to show happiness
even though I’m not that a lot of times
perhaps show good
it’ll help someone else
perhaps end misery
I love to dance anyway
always have even if it hurts someone else
that’s offended that I can move so good
it’s just me
so I should share it
Or I could cry
I could punch something or someone else
but I’d rather be dancing in my panties
dancing in my panites
oh yea
dancing in my panites
