My Debutant Great Great Uncle #debutant #BritishIsles #lorijean #St.Laurent

He is awesomely handsome, never seen someone so, except for my son, of course. He is on my great, great grandmother's side, Jane St. Laurent's brother.

My Royal Blood!! #sweden #england #finland #germany

Check out my Great Grandma Rose Asiala, whom by the way descended to a Champion long jumper, Aarre Asiala in Finland.  She married Robert Finnila, my dad's name too, or was, and was originally Fenela. Cool huh. Keep you posted for more.

Shrill is Over #lorijean #music #song

Ok, I shrilled you guys enough with the crazy version. I smoothed out the base.

New Composition

Photo courtesy Freebird at flickr.com.

Picture of My Music Award #akademia #lorijean #bestcountrysong

                                                              Lori Jean Akademia

Early Christmas Poem Book from Me #gift #lorijean #xmas

Hi!

I made a book of all my new poems to date in a christmas pdf for you! Enjoy!

Christmas Book

"You Have the Wrong Girl" #newsong #lorijean #saysitall

New Song I'm working on that says it all.

You Have the Wrong Girl
By 'Lori Jean' Finnila

Humble turns to confusion
Sweet smiles become allusions

Chorus
It's your fantasy
Not me
You have the wrong girl
I was just passing by

Verse
When you noticed
I didn't look
Though it may seem to you
Your war is not with me

Chorus
It's your fantasy
Not me
You have the wrong girl
I was just passing by

Verse
It all became clear
You never knew me
It was your mind
Hoping to be found
Sorry for your loss

Bridge
Your pain
Is lost in life
I hope you get better for everyone

Chorus
It's your fantasy
Not me
You have the wrong girl
I was just passing by

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Getting On Little Doggy #lorijean #pain #nervedamage

Those who are beaten with a strong brain will just get right back on there again, get on again little doggy.

Another barrier to break is natural treatment for those who have been beaten that will get right back up on that horse, so to speak. Traditional medicines block us from doing this dragging our perspectives down. I've been inquiring into this as seven years going by and the physical discomforts of mine seeping in as my brain gets stronger to it. Insurance doesn't want to cover it and doctors feel uncomfortable with cannabis, which is a recent method of medical that I've been researching, effective done with care. Why if there's so many victims out there haven't other alternative methods been recognized and practiced and covered?

Photo courtesy Dr. Nabil Ebraheim

Having Fun with This One!!! Redo of "How's I Such a Fool" #lorijean #country

Did this one over and combined the two songs for a BLAST of one using "Under the Moonlight with a Bottle of Wine" and "How's I Such a Fool!"

Have fun listening to it! It's just a draft and not in time exactly of course because I don't have an interface right now. Get the lyrics!!!

                                                Photo courtesy College Humor

Updated drafts “How's I Such a Fool” and “Under the Moonlight with a Bottle of Wine” #lorijean #songs #updates

How's I Such a Fool

Under the Moonlight with a Bottle ofWine

Lyrics Below

I've been working on my next releases. I still have “You Didn't Even Want Our Baby” album in progress. Please don't think I'm forgetting about that. As a matter of fact, “How's I Such a Fool” is one of the songs on the album, and one of my favorites. I ended up picking this one to work on next as well as the single Under the Moonlight with a Bottle of Wine, which was inspired by Five for Fighting's “She's My Girl,” because I found “My Best Country Song” didn't have strong enough lyrics. I really feel that this is imperative in a song. Even if the music is good, I think great lyrics are very much needed. The order, the story, and the way you want the audience to perceive it. I hope you like the updates. I will be getting a focus rite for my computer. It sounds a bit poopy now, but I know your used to my style and can appreciate my work at any stage. Thanks!!! Mwah!!! Love ya!!

P.S. Also, I have a BEAUTIFUL jade green gown for my red carpet award celebration in April. Wish I could see you there. It goes great with my eyes and shows my bust nice. It's a bit long but if I wear slightly uncomfortable heels that have boot effect and a bigger heel and braids I'll make the PART for “Is It the Time!!!” Haven't figured out what I'll do with my purse of casual outfit or dress bag before the celebration. I'm hoping to get a hotel room to store it all. Not sure what time the show will start for this. I was going to fly in right before. Maybe I'll bring a small purse and fly in my gown – buy a cheap pair of pants and shirt afterwards??!!!

Also, check out my “Ashes on My Cup” video if you haven't already seen it.

How's I Such a Fool

by Lori Jean Finnila

Verse

That first night in the field

Under the moonlight

Van Morrison was playing our song

Chorus

How's I such a fool

When you crashed me to the ground

With the words I love you

still in my head

While I was being thrown

Verse

But then your bike crashed

me to the ground

it started out on our first date

on a horse

the bike man at the store

saw me panting as you gave

me a push to get back on for more

Chorus

Verse

The second time around

It came from a car

Though I took the spin with my neck

You took the money for whiplash

Bridge

You fell on your knees to me

as I was put upon a thrown

The ring you gave me

shown through the entire night

Chorus

doo doo da doo da doo da

repeat

doo doo da doo da doo da

Under the Moonlight with a Bottle of Wine

by Lori Jean Finila

Verse

You've found your wet dreams

when you think of me

You call me on the phone

remembering our song

the one we never had

Chorus

I was told to love Valentino

Live like Cinderella

Under the moonlight

with a bottle of wine

Verse

You fell on your knees to me

As I was put upon a thrown to all beings

The ring you gave me

shown through the entire night

Bridge

Drifting lovely like a fall

I made the completion

to it all

You say,

“Flower still,

be still inside of me,

under the sheets,

in the chair,

cornered everywhere.”

Six lines shaped like church organ pipes

shine shadows on my breasts at night

The dips point to the corners in me

where you shine most gently

Chorus

I was told to love Valentino

Live like Cinderella

Under the moonlight

with a bottle of wine

New Version of Song "Under the Moonlight with a Bottle of Wine" by 'Lori Jean' Finnila and a New Poem

Under the Moonlight with a Bottle of Wine

Those Who Wait

by 'Lori Jean' Finnila

Comfort collects with the touch of glass

glistening isn't just for one but for all

sparkles dance and bring gesture

For it is all known to substance

Substance in the air is direction

to the following of a gesture

that is life to some

but not all, to some despair

Despair is in the hearts of the unknown

one's who can't understand what is happening

or what is there to begin with

A grace is a place that is not owned

An enchantment is a pleasure

that is to all

One takes pleasures originally

It all comes to those who wait.

Courtesy Novel Matters