"Am I Awake" #song #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #alternativelifestyle #unplugged #podcast #nutritionforfemales #armor

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"Am I Awake" song by Lori Jean Finnila.


Verse

I know you really want me

or control me

I know I could be sad

and give up on life.

But I feel it would be better

to just put it away and get lost to the music

I only know when I feel this way I'll be alright.

Chorus

Am I really here

Am I awake

I take one step away

and I don't feel the pain.

I'm here, but I'm outside of this situation

I'm in shock again

am I awake or am I dreaming.

Verse

I feel it would be better

to let the past go right now

I can see into the future

and make beauty of a bad situation.

Chorus

Verse

We fight to keep it quiet

but why do we have to do this

blood bursts till it spills over

my quiet screams to no one.

Chorus


End.


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