“Divine Breath” #songlyrics #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #divinebreath

 

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This is a work in progress. This kind of writing will go well with the Minor2Go music loops I bought.

Divine Breath

I’m gonna fight thru the pain

Through the agony I identify 

I make controversy with right before I feel to pass out

The rotting body I refuse to watch

I ride through the asylum even if I leave my divine breath

I know I’m going somewhere better

I’ll ride through my divine breath

To surpass where I am

I’m fighting my crumbling body 

That no one can see but me

Only I know the blurry view and uncertain days that lay ahead for me

Needing a miracle I’ll feel the presence of all those

Above me that did the same

I’ll be the healer for those that don’t know life

I’ll heal myself even if it’s an everyday thing.

I’ll ride through my divine breath

To surpass where I am

I’m fighting my crumbling body 

That no one can see but me

God Please Let Me Wake-Up #writing #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter

 

My mind goes when I need help

I have to take something that affects me like a child

I fight many wars with many people 

Here I go down again

Image by Tim Hill from Pixabay

Please God let me wake tomorrow morning

I take the gold liquid I now poke with a pin

To make sure I don’t get too much in my body from the pill

It can take me down so bad, especially after that crash of my head into the closet mirror

I could feel my had get sucked in or was it just an illusion now

Please God let me wake up tomorrow morning

My body is in so much pain now from the effects of abuse

I need help from my liquid gold that makes my mind like a child, one for the pain and many other different pills for energy to follow as they collide in my body and make me sick

I have one more day I can get through 

I’m taken down to a state I know I have no control over

I don’t know if I’ll be lucky enough to wake up this morning coming

Please God let me wake up tomorrow morning

As I surrender to the liquid I feel my mind go to a place of peace, in a different place than my own

Feeling I might be lucky this time again to my fate.

No Direction #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #beautycreations

 

Image by Alexa from Pixabay

Not knowing your state of mind leaves you in limbo

Not being able to hold onto anything steadily, stable, 

or physically leaves a place with no answers

A place of choice where there’s no known outcome

But the outcome to a chance of happiness made through 

a choice of freedom

A choice of freedom not only do you not know 

the outcome to but others don’t either

One good thing about this is when others don’t know

they can’t stop you from your outcomes 

Your beauty that comes out is true to you with no distractions.

Merchandise #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #merchandise

 Watch for merchandise coming up for sale here: poster, song single, and poetry book.

“I Thought I Needed To Be Loved To Be Beautiful Song” #lorijeanfinnila #singersongwriter #newsonglyrics

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 Verse

I used to be so pretty

Then one day it went away

I could hardly see myself

I lost myself

When I lost my looks 

I couldn’t believe it

It came on strong with a blow

Then took me down slowly

I didn’t know who I was

Chorus

I thought I needed love to be beautiful 

I cried inside to be beautiful 

I wished for a man every minute

To make this happen

Verse

Then one day it came back

I’ll never take advantage of it again

I’ll never feel I need love to feel pretty again

Chorus

Verse

Today I dance like a girl

A girl I once knew

I’ll never take advantage again

Of the beauty I now have again

Bridge

The happiness I feel

I can’t be thankful enough

I skip like a little girl

And twirl in my shoes 

All I need is what I feel

Chorus

Possible Book Title - “My Journey To a Fairly Good Life: The Life I Accept #womenauthors #acceptance #lorijeanfinnila #book

 

Photos by Geralt  and Alexas_Fotos at Pixabay.

I’ve been wanting to write a book and I’m painfully honest so I thought this title would be perfect. It keeps it a bit impersonal but still very relating. It draws on universal measures we take but perhaps different ones I’ve had to take and accept. ‘Accept’ is a TOUGH one.Being left maimed and the characters who did it to me running is a VERY hard thing to live with. My life has NEVER been easy since. Am I to take blame for choosing a socially non-acceptable path?

“The Women’s Story” #newsong #lorijeanfinnila #flowersinthedark #podcast

 

Photo by alexxloo from Pixabay.com. 

I’m relating to the women’s cries from so long ago.

Poetry book "Finding Passion Through Truth" by Lori Jean Finnila at ⁠Amazon⁠.

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“Women Who Speak Are Beaten”

Verse

Through the castles on sacred land

Many cries we’ve heard from so long ago

So light deep down buried

So surreal far away into another 

land, time, place

Another dark, scary door

That opens and carries into the same tunnel

Chorus

Women gather to watch those that speak get beaten

How will we know the women’s story, cry to survive

The world needs to know

Dark and cold 

So dark so cold

So cold so deep

Too deep to mention

Verse

360 to today

The cries are the same

I still hear them from the faraway lands

Bridge

Some are locked somewhere inside

They need peace, courage, and love

To go to heaven stopping the persecution 

All the way to our ancient mothers

Chorus