What do I write about?
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| Image by Gerd Altmann from Pixabay |
I just checked my social media
No one wrote me back.
I found a woman who couldn't move
I found one without shaking
Another gets too dizzy
I with my bicycle
Chorus
What's wrong with me
No one wants to see me
No one wants to talk to me
No one wants to hear what I have to say
I try to go to the gym
I have to cancel every ride
The air is so thick
We're all waiting in line
To sleep
The dreaming I use to know the cuddling on my bed
The warmth of the sheets
That makes no difference at all now
the love I felt is gone
Chorus
No one wants to hear what I have to say
…….
I'm tired of fighting to breathe
Too tired to walk
Counting everything I do
Make sure it doesn't make me dizzy…..
I go.round and round I spin
Again
Sometimes only in my head
I'm on that rink in my mind on those uneven bars
I know others do it like this
Sometimes they just lay in bed
It's so much easier
I want to cry
But I go to music
I hear sweet melodies come from my heart and soul
And it keeps me going
Maybe I can share my joy
I want to move
I want to dance
I want to skate
Ride that bike
Swim in that pool without drowning
Eat that food without worrying
I want to be me
I want to be me again
I'm so dizzy
I'm so dizzy
Again.
